"Yeah, well I don't have that many either." she looked at him wanting to see if he understood or if he was playing a game. She had a serious look on her face as she said, "You're the most ridiculous person I've ever met." she paused and then sucked it up, deciding to be honest, "...and the idea of waking up tomorrow and not having you pop up randomly in my life anymore because I let you.." she looked away, gesturing with her hand, "..take me home.." she couldn't look him in the eye as she said that because it was seriously embarrassing and he was a big boy, he could figure out what she meant by it. She rubbed her lips together and looked at him, "..that thought makes me.." she frowned, not really knowing the right word for it and she let out a frustrated sigh as she just settled on the lamest word but the only one that seemed accurate, "..sad." seriously, no drunk bus drivers out tonight?