Now that surprised her. After everything she had done she couldn't honestly expect him to go looking for her. It wasn't until he was gone that she even realized her mistakes. She swallowed, feeling a pang in her heart. "I've looked, though admittedly not as intently I should have. Fear of who I might run into kept me from what I wanted." Fear of Olympians and the son she should have never had. "To be honest, I wasn't sure if you would want anything to do with me. Not after everything..."