As much as Tama wanted to get out and find a place where she knew she would be absolutely safe, she didn't want to go. She didn't want to leave because with all of her lovers she loved him. It always sunk in quickly for her even if it didn't happen for the men. It was who she was and she was passionate about it.
It wasn't what she wanted. But now it was over and she just wanted to go wallow in self-pity. She hurried to the door, taking no chance by looking at him because she always had second thoughts. The door was opened and as she hurried down the hallway toward the door she started to cry, sniffling as she went because this would be the last time she ever saw him. It was such a shame her last night with him hadn't been more intimate.