She stopped grinning and frowned at his first statement. "I don't blame you for being anxious. I wish it had turned out differently but the world might have never known how great out love was."
She shook her head, "I doesn't hurt, it's just so blinding."
She moved the tray and set it on the dresser. When she came back to the bed she sat on his lap, straddling him but not in a sexual way. She leaned in with her head against his and missed him. •I love you."