"It was all a part of the plan though," Mary said, feeling bad about having upset him but unable to stop herself now. "God is all-knowing and you were needed to play your part. Yours was the hardest part, but Jesus loved you, so much, and if he's watching us now he knows your grief and your guilt and he'd want you to live without it. He loved us. And, Judas, I miss you. I miss us. We were so close once, the closest. I want that friendship back."