Henry always lavished in affection, and thankfully Iestyn always gave it. He leaned his head into Iestyn's hand and he let out a soft sigh. "I understand why, I would never blame you. It's just...hard to look at what my life would have been. Even though I am still surrounded by love and I get to talk to you every day so it's not even a little bit what my life would have been without you. It just...gives me time to get in my head. And that's always a recipe for disaster," Henry chuckled a little. "I got so distracted by shit I got my first C. Which isn't a big deal but it felt big at the time."