Iestyn looked up too, and spread his hands in bewilderment. "I don't know if it was... maybe?" Could've been a symptom, but it had changed the courses of their lives, for sure. "For the things we have gotten to do... weighed against the shit we've been dragged through... I don't know. If you'd told me that was what would happen, maybe I would've chosen to stay home, then. The way I was then, anyway. I'm not unhappy that we came here. Everything has changed so much." He looked back at Addy and gave her a wry smile. "Are you?"