Addy reached for his hands so she could hold them in hers, warm and safe. "They explained it like- People with bipolar I experience moments of mania and severe depression. And the moods last a while. Cyclothymia is like...you can cycle through those really quickly. And you never have true mania, just hypomania which is like- I mean- Risk-taking, excitability," she glanced down at his footwear, "bad spending habits," she explained. "Everything. Everything about me. We sort of talked really in depth about the things I've done and they think the risky shit I did as a kid was just being a teenager, but they think this started creeping in around the time Ma died. Of course we never fucking noticed because since then it's been a non-stop horror shit show and everyone assumed that was why I'm like this. Turns out? Not so much."