WHO: Greed and Zoe WHEN: Envy Swap WHERE: Zoe's apartment WHAT: Getting used to the new face WARNING: None Note: The log reads backwards
"No it's not!" He insisted with a pout, but sure enough the longer he looked, the more he happily suffocated himself in those eyes. "Fuck you," he whispered.
On Thursday, July 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her mouth opened slowly as she started to smile in a teasing way, "Oh oh... I think... yeah... there you go... I can feel the puddle happening... it's starting..." and she batted her lashes at him knowing he was sunk with her eyes, her hand playing with the freshly cut hair at the nape of his neck.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 10:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He forgot what color was staring back at her, he just quietly disappeared into hers. "Damn your fuckable eyes." He hates her for them.
On Thursday, July 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Oh I will, Avaritia. I'm gonna get a new dress. And I'm gonna do my hair in curls... and you know what, even if I didn't... I'm pretty sure..." she moved her lips forward to peck his lips while still staring into his eyes, "All I'd have to do is keep staring into your eyes and you'd just turn into a puddle eventually..."
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 10:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Green eyes looked back at hers, trying to drown in those brown pools. He didn't even blink for a long time. "Do your best," he warned her, not expecting her to win. She had to look like a damn cuddly rabbit. How dare she?
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She leaned back and then put her brow against his, squishing her nose against his and opened her eyes so her big fat bambi eyes were looking right in his, "Reallllly?" she asked softly knowing he was such a sucker for her eyes and hoping he still was.... it was terrifying when Envy couldn't stand her looking at him this morning.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 6:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You wouldn't dare," he whispered back. "I could resist you." He smiled against her nuzzling. This felt more like them. It was less awkward. She wasn't resisting him, he wasn't fighting.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Nooooooooooooooooo..." she softly whined and put her arms around his neck, eyes still closed. "I'd cry. And then you wouldn't be able to resist me." she kissed his cheek close to his ear.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 5:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I think you'll get stood up if I see polka dots." He kissed her neck. It was intimate but he was trying to just be Greed, and not feel so awkward, new face and all.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She grinned, her eyes closed so she could just feel him and not see him, pretend everything was fine as she rubbed her face on his like a cat. "So.... lots of purple polka dots?" she teased cause she knew he hated the color and he hated polka dots with a passion.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 5:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Something sexy." He nudged her nose with his, kissing her cheek. "Something to show you off," though he was not sure how well he'd shine now.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: They had to take several steps back in the physical department, go back to small sweet kisses and work their way back up but she didn't mind. "Ohmygosh... I have a date with Greed.... what am I gonna wearrrrr..." her lips so close as she talked they brushed over his.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 4:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Yes, I'll go out with you." He promised her with another sweet kiss, this time not forcing it. He had control and he had to be the new harbinger of this body.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her eyes shone as her mouth dropped open, it was such a teasing Greed thing to say and her laughter was muffled with his kiss, her hand touching his cheek. This was what they needed, to feel like themselves again..
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 3:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He smiled, the first big real smile. While it wasn't the same goofy one she was used to, it was Greed smiling. "Maybe just a little longer...." He kissed her a little sweeter.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smacked at his chest lightly with her hands, "Are you really gonna keep me hanging the first time I ask a guy out??" but there was a lightness to her voice. "It can be inside or outside."
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 3:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Like an outside date?" Out with other people. "They're gonna think I'm new." And he was new like this and he needed to focus on the positive things.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let out a breath, playing up like it was a big deal, "Well... you know I'm not a very forward type of girl.. and I've never done this before... but you just seem like such a swell guy and I wanted to know... if maybe... you'd like to go out with me some time?" she raised a brows a little hopefully. Yup, she was totally asking him out on a date. Cause they were too awkward and disoriented, they had to get to know each other again.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 3:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I keep repeating in my head this is a nightmare, but when I wake up it's not." He bit his bottom lip, and shook his head at her softness. He really had to try and connect and take control or he was never going to own this. He looked at her hopeful. "What's the idea?" Envy's voice was a lot softer, even with his aggression and murderous intentions. It wasn't as loud as Greed's, and the tone was different. It wasn't used to talking much.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "I know... and maybe they'll change back but in the meantime... we have to work with this." she rubbed her nose against his. She missed the crooked nose, it was weird with a straight one but she didn't say it, she knew he felt it too. They had to get to know each other all over again. She started to grin a little, "I have an idea..." but she wanted him to be ready.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 3:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I didn't want them to change," he whispered, closing his eyes to her moment of softness. For that moment he instilled his new body to listen and be calm. For a moment Greed took control of it and enjoyed her sweet and simple offering, because it always tastes so good.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She put her hands on his cheeks and made him look at her, "I am NOT disgusted by you and you are not disgusting." she looked right in his eyes when she said it, "You know I'm a terrible liar so you know I'm telling the truth. This... this is just new... and different. We're trying to be you and me but.. I think this... things have changed, Greed." she leaned in and gave him the softest gentlest kiss. No aggression, just a pure moment of sweetness.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 2:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "You're disgusted by me. I can't do this---" he shook his head, he was quickly escalating himself in to a destructive path. "I'm disgusting." He started to hyperventilate.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was a t a loss too. She knew Greed needed physical touch but this was him in a literal new body trying to be his old self, it just wasn't working. "Talk to me.." she said gently and ran a hand across the side of his head.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 2:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: Greed was awkward and it made him feel ridiculous. He wasn't in a comfortable place. Not mentally and it was just starting to drown him. He didn't see desire in her eyes like he usually did. And that was defeat for him. It was rejection. Something Envy was used to, something Greed was not. He looked cross at first, but his eyes showed clearly that he was hurt.
"Fuck," he said in a defeated voice. He wasn't Greed like this. He was going to waste away. He wet his lips (as it seemed this body liked to see fear of any kind). Greed didn't know what to do.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe jumped with an "Ow!", her hand flying to her mouth as he bit her tongue and rattled her teeth. She just took a moment and then raised her eyes to look in his. She wasn't sure if he didn't want her or if the body didn't want her or what was happening..
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 2:26 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: The disconnect between his mind and his body wasn't just him not wanting it, the boy without Envy inside it was fighting just as hard, as lost as Greed. Neither understood what was going on, and Envy might be experiencing some of the same in Greed's. The difference was he was getting attention for the package. This package was building a wall between Greed and Zoe.
His teeth clanked against hers as he tried to be as intense as he usually was, but when he bit her tongue (unintentionally via Greed), he stopped because now she felt like a board in his lap.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It felt more like Greed was using somebody elses arms and hands as a puppet to touch her, there was a disconnect between his feelings and his touch, it just felt off. His aggression sent a surge of fear through her because of how rough Envy had been that morning and she was trying to relax but this just made her stiffen up even more.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 2:17 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She was so soft and cuddly, and while his mind was there, his body was out of whack. It was used to all the creepy places his mental brother took it. His hands weren't as soft, and while he could feel his heart racing, it was almost as if this wasn't going to work. Her stiffness was the reminder that this wasn't his skin, and when he tried with a little more aggression to kiss her, the body got ahead of him. He wanted her to want him and she didn't. So he tried to put his tongue in her mouth and he instantly felt her resist.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She felt a bit of panic when he pulled her into his lap, her body almost felt like it was cheating on him and she had to remind herself this was Greed, it was him. Just... not the body. It wasn't as sexy or intoxicating as usual because his nose kept getting in the way but she was trying, she tried to kiss him back as best as she could but she was still stiff.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 2:07 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He pulled her into his lap. While his mannerisms were the same, his hands and his mouth were not. He also had no idea how to navigate this new, straight nose. He kept poking her in the face, and a whole new set of teeth. Her reactions were starting to unnerve him, and he could feel the tension.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her own body was used to Greed's body, the way he felt and the way he touched her. Her body was in a bit of a panic that strange hands were touching her and she was trying to relax as he pulled her closer but she was a bundle of nerves even as she put a hand on his arm.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 2:01 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He missed her already and he pulled her to him, trying to feel some closeness to her. He was t thinking about his hijacked body or Emvy. He was just focused on her and feeling her there with him. But when she tensed it threw him off. This body didn't know softness, and he wasn't in sync with it yet.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was very scary having this strange face come straight for hers and she couldn't help but tense up right before he even kissed her, she didn't stop him but man she didn't know what to expect.
On Wed, Jul 13, 2016 at 1:50 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He caught sight of those caramel legs and watched her hair fall against her shoulders. He forgot for at least a few minutes that he wasn't in Envy's body, and he sat down on the bed beside her. He had a smile on his face, and leaned in to kiss her.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She felt tense as she heard him coming, she was trying to relax but it was a strange body that was coming into this space that was for so long just her and Greed. She wasn't entirely sure if his new body wanted her near him. If Greed wanted her near him or not... "Do you.. want to sleep with me..?" she asked, turning her chin to her shoulder as she asked so it was said in the direction of the door but she wasn't full on looking at him.
On Tue, Jul 12, 2016 at 11:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Calling the police to report a stolen body wasn't going to fix things, and it had taken hours for Zoe to talk him out of calling them. He cried some more, laughed a few times and ended up having a night in hiding with some takeout. Everything was a little weird for them both, and apparently this body hated duck sauce. He was a foreigner in it, and having to learn how to function beyond just being a brain in a mindless body. It was a vast improvement upon what was normally inside it.
He couldn't parade around like he used to. He wasn't proud of the package, so he hadn't transcended to showing off like a peacock. It would take a lot more time than an afternoon. He'd kept on the boxers and a nice t-shirt which dropped a little on Envy's body. It was a tad loose and yet shorter on him. Envy definitely didn't have the tiny waist. He came around the corner barefoot, with Sammy at his heels.
On Wednesday, July 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe had given Greed's new body a nice haircut, all the gross long oily unkempt locks were gone and he had a very stylish short haircut that made him look a little more presentable even tho his face still looked like a warped version of his normal handsome one. The body tho was even tougher than his old body cause of how much... weird exercise Envy got. Envy had managed to escape the hello kitty duct tape and take off with all the answers and Greed's old body. Zoe sat on the bed wearing a space sweatshirt Greed had gotten her from their trip to the planetarium. Her legs were bare and her knees were drawn up as she sat on the bed and stared out the window, waiting for Greed. Preparing herself mentally that his body was not gonna come through that door and into her bed...