Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_au, @ 2016-01-18 21:33:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: Immortals & Strippers AU
WHERE: Zoe's apartment, Hotel
WHAT: Broken Souls Find Solace With Each Other
WARNING: Sex
Note: The log reads backwards
Greed would find this a hard lesson when he couldn't find Zoe. His selfish nature had been the one to push her away and he'd have to figure out how to approach her again. She wasn't an easy one to deal with, but neither was he.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She heard him, she just didn't respond or stop, she was walking to the night manager office place where they'd checked in to see if he could call her a cab. She didn't care how much it cost to get back to the city, Theseus would pay it and she'd pay him back. She wiped her tears with the sleeve of her coat, wondering why she felt even more heartbroken now than before.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 5:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He sat on the floor for while, angry and wiping away crocodile tears from his face. He hadn't even noticed she'd left and then he was set in a state of panic. He went running out the door after her, but he knew nothing of what direction she'd gone. Here he was in the cold with his coat and boxers running out in the street.
"Zoe!" He shouted. He had to find her.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She jumped when he hit the chair and kept hitting it till it splintered into pieces. It was a moment that reminded her he was a Sin, not a mortal. She was going to tell him that she saw so much but right now? All she saw was a selfish asshole having a tantrum. And when he compared her feelings for him to Evie's feelings for him... she felt an icy frost cover her heart. She got out of bed while he cried and screamed and she threw on her abandoned dress, she didn't even bother with underthings, she stepped into her sneakers and grabbed her coat, just headed for the door. He was so focused on himself, he couldn't see how hurt she was, how raw she was, how much she was ready to break down and she couldn't, she literally couldn't take care of him because she needed someone to take care of her and no one was there.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 4:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He was so focused on his own hurt, his own pain he didn't really understand that he was doing the same thing he was accusing her of. He had his coat on looking for his pot and a lighter and not being able to find the light. His hands were shaking and he looked as if he was going to snap. "Why is it that you can look right at me and see nothing? Am I showing nothing? Am I really this thing," he scratched at his chest as if the coat itself was on fire, "that is only good for putting in a box at a distance? Am I really as nothing to you as your sister?" He kicked at the chair in the room, over and over and over again until he broke it.
And the. He just collapsed on the floor in these crazed sobs pounding his fist into the floor. "I have nothing. I'm watching everything set into flames and I can't stop it and it makes me so mad." He was going to burn this room down too because every good thing he tried to get his hands on was already destroyed.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was so taken aback by his response she couldn't say anything. When he got out of the bed, she felt so cold and so hurt. She sat up in the bed, pulling the sheets to her chest feeling cheap and used and like she wasn't good enough all over again. Tears pricked her eyes and she didn't stop him and she didn't say a word but all the happiness and warmth that she'd felt while in his arms was erased with this and she knew this was a mistake and she hated it that she ever thought it could be anything else for even half a second.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 4:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was breaking that calm he had and he was back to feeling like the crazed maniac that had burned Digger's car with Evie's things inside. He wasn't stable and the constant rejection after rejection was starting to really weigh on him. "Even if I asked you on one you're saying no. Is that all you have in your vocabulary. No. No. No. NO!" He got up from that comfortable spot, digging himself out of the blanket tent from the side. He was itching to destroy something because that was what Sins did when they were hurt. All Zoe could see was someone who wanted an Evie replacement and he thought he'd finally found someone that understood him. Someone that liked being with him as much as watching Star Wars or reading comic books. Someone who knew he liked painting and drawing, but she'd also turned it to someone who wanted to just put him in a box and keep him at a distance. The same thing that Evie did.
He slipped his boxers back on and put on his shoes, looking for his coat. He was so mentally losing it. He was losing absolutely everything he touched. He didn't have a penthouse apartment. He didn't have a fiancée or all the nice things he'd once had. He didn't even have Zoe now and it was driving him into a crazy, crazy place.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't like the look on his face so avoided looking him in the eye, "First of all, you never asked me out on a date. Second.. no date. My boyfriend and I just broke up HOURS ago because he was having an affair with my sister whose YOUR ex-fiancee. This is seriously fucked up, Greed. You and I need fresh starts, the last thing we should do is become fuck buddies." to Zoe, it sounded like Greed liked the sex and that was it. And to her, while the sex was good, it wasn't enough to constitute an attempt at something more.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 4:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His brows moved upward like a scolded puppy. "So no date?" She'd had a taste of him now. How could she say no to it? How could two fucking sisters on this planet say no to him? It was a huge hit to keep getting rejected. He thought his insides were going to just break and shrivel up.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She inhaled sharply through her nose when he kissed her and short circuited her brain. Her eyes were closed and she did kiss him back because he was yummy but when it finally broke she took a breath of air and was breathing a bit hard as she said, "Kissing and sex are not good reasons to date someone. And I have a rule that I don't date guys that have dated my sister.... admittedly I have that rule so I don't sleep with them and this kinda is going in the reverse order but still."
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 3:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No. I want to go on dates so I can keep kissing on you, then the sex." He wasn't going to stop no matter how many times she told him no. And when she reprimanded him about his kisses he tugged on her bottom lip between his teeth before threading his tongue into her mouth, lining her teeth with it once he'd officially melted her brain again.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her brows went so high and she squirmed, "Quit kissing me..." it made her brain go foggy, she gave him a look like he was crazy and she was offended, "Seriously? You want me to go on a date so we can keep having sex?"
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 3:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So then let's date. Well go on a date." He grinned kissing the more she told him what wasn't allowed. It was the same determination he'd showed Evie once, only he knew Zoe could give him more.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed and groaned a little, "Because FRIENDS don't kiss each other. It's just.. it's weird and you know, it makes it hard to date people then if you're just smooching everyone." sex and kisses and dating was special to Zoe. She frowned, "I'm not a sleeping around type of girl, Greed.." even tho she was lying here naked with him.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 2:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why not? It feels fantastic..." He was a sensory Sin. He didn't know if he could abide by that rule. Rules were meant to be destroyed. Rules were guidelines for those who liked to follow structure. Greed wasn't structure.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She chuckled when he fingered her mouth and a small sound escaped into his mouth when he kissed her, it was frightening how easily he could turn her on. When the kiss broke, she licked her lips as if it were actually candy and said, "That, you can't do that. And it's not a matter of if I like kissing you or not, it's just friends don't."
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 2:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What am I supposed to kiss?" He fingered her lips which were even a bit more plump than Evie's. "Now that I've had a taste, I don't know if I will be able to help myself. It's like getting to suck on candy..." And he kissed her again, wiggling his tongue a little under her top lip as he sucked on it. But the he'd neglected her bottom lip. "Don't you like kissing me?"
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned because he was so ridiculous and cute at the same time, "Yes, I'm sure, not even a tiny bit of sex." she blushed when he said he loved kissing her and said, "Friends don't kiss."
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 1:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Are you sure? Not even just a little here and there?" And then he was suddenly terrified she was going to disappear from him. "What about kisses? Cause I'm kind of love kissing you."
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her eyes went wide, "No! No, I'm not saying we're still going to have to sex.." she was flustered, "Of course you're my friend and that's why we CAN'T have sex.. again. After tonight. Because friends don't have sex. And we're friends." yes she hated him half the time but she'd spent a lot of time with him since he crashed into her life.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 1:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Are you saying you still want to have sex with me?" He grinned wildly giving her an Eskimo kiss. But then he really let what she said kind of roll through his mind again and sink in. "I'm your friend?" She had been the only one during all this to really give him something else to focus on. And maybe it was a big mess of crazy, but he was glad.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nodded and put a hand on his cheeks as her eyes closed when he kissed her. She loved how he made her feel, warm and taken care of even if it wasn't going to last. When the kiss broke she looked at him worried, "Greed.. sex ruins so many people's friendships and I don't want that to happen to ours. It's not going to be weird between us after tonight, is it?"
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 1:06 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Remember that..." He kissed her again not quite with the horniness from earlier. He just wanted to keep kissing her. Something about it made him feel calm and he needed that right now.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She tensed when he tugged on the sheet and she squirmed at his kisses. She was uncomfortable with being naked but actually broke out into a laugh when he pulled the comforter over them. She relaxed and said, "I care, it's weird, and now its not so weird since we're in a cocoon." she sighed, "Just us." because whenthe world got involved.. this would all go away.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 12:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He wiggled a finger and hooked it on the top o the sheet near her neck. He kissed her collarbone. "It's just me and you. So unless the flies on the wall are peeping through corners who cares if you're naked or not?" He kissed her chin this time and then her lips. Because if she was getting tense again she didn't need to. "And if you're cold----" he pulled at the comforter that had been crunched to the other side of the bed and pulled it over them like a tent.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It is awesome." she agreed and then wrinkled her nose, "I'm not hiding.. it's just weird to be having a conversation in the nude." sex time was over and zoe was gonna cover up with SOMETHING. Evie paraded around naked but zoe wasn't evie.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 12:03 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Hey Star Wars is awesome." He watched her fiddle with the bedsheets. "There a reason you keep trying to hide your body? It's like your freckles. What are you hiding?" She might have been the ego booster with Digger in the past, but now Greed was trying to show her that she needed to get out of hiding herself.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Thanks Obi-wan..." she said with a small grin cause he sounded like some sex jedi right now. She didn't comment on his right person remark. Greed.. he may be the right person for sex, but that was about it and it kinda made her sad. But right now she just wanted to be with him and pretend. But first she fixed the sheet since his sliding up her body had knocked it loose a bit and more skin was showing.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 11:38 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Your heart's still racing..." He said quietly against her hand. "It's always been in you, you just never had the right person to bring it out." Yes, he'd been around for ages, but there was something about this moment that did feel real. That did feel as if it was just the two of them.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her body was quivering a little and she looked at him through heavy lidded eyes, "I don't know if I was holding that in... I didn't even know that was in me.." she was totally limp and raised one hand that she detangled from his to wipe at his mouth and chin that was glistening with her.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 11:21 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
There was a pleased grin on Greed's face as he leaned up from between her legs, sliding up to see her face. Finally she looked like she could enjoy herself. "I'd say you've been holding that in for a while. You're actually glowing."
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The moment was pretty intimate as it was but it was beyond sweet that he gripped her hands during it. She squeezed tight as she climaxed with a moan, her entire body going from rigid right into a puddle.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 10:52 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
If he could get more than a squeak out of her it would be worth it. It was always a good boost to his ego to know he did well. Maybe he was the one breaking down fantasies. He reached for her hands, giving her something stronger to grip as he sent her over the edge.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe was stunned at first and her hands twisted into the sheets as Greed was not taking no for an answer but she couldn't remember him asking the question. She was so used to Digger constantly asking if he could or couldn't do something, if it was okay or not that sex never felt like pleasure but more like helping someone with thier homework. Right now tho her eyes did flutter close and her body tensed like crazy because it was building to a release she hadn't had in a long long time.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 9:39 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Evie and Zoe might have the same face but there were things that were becoming clearer to Greed what was different. And everything down there was definitely different. She tasted sweeter to him.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She did not close her eyes and frowned, "You know that sounds more like a threat than anything that would feel goo-oooh!" was how that sentence ended as she felt his mouth on her. She'd been sitting up a little but her back hit the bed again because Digger definitely never did this.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 9:29 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed put his finger to his mouth for her to calm down. "Just close your eyes." He'd told her that before and he wasn't going to let her talk him out of it. "You're going to know how good it feels one way or another."and maybe he didn't used to care, maybe Evie made it a little easy. But Greed was going to get this girl to know that sex was more than a passing activity. Without her permission he just went for it.
On Sunday, January 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wasn't really paying attention to what he was doing,s till trying to push this dream thing, "Yeah but you didn't know that in your dream I mean.. you found that out now, tonight. So how did you know you were dreaming about me instead of.. of.. her with more freck-- what're you doing?" she asked when she finally caught sight of where his head and lips were headed.
On Sun, Jan 17, 2016 at 7:35 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You are a Milky Way of freckles, more than she ever had." He wouldn't say her name, he wouldn't give in and break the fantasy that Zoe wanted him to build for the night. He kissed a little further, dangerously close and that was okay. He wasn't going to ask this time, he was just going to see if he could turn this girls head on sex.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a face, knowing that it was her fault for bring up the ex squad. She felt a pang of fear when he pulled up and out but he was still there. She instinctively grabbed the sheet and pulled it up to cover her boobs totally while her bottom half was still naked. She blushed when he kissed her thigh and said, "There's no way you could have known I had freckles there when you dreamed, you just saw them... and I'm sure Evie has freckles on her legs too." she didn't want to keep talking about Evie but she couldn't help it.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 7:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
" What happened to a night without bringing in other people?" maybe he real did need to make this girls brain mush. He wondered for a split second if what worked on Evie might here. He wiggled a bit, intent on showing her why he knew she wasn't Evie. He got up from inside her but he stayed between her legs. He was obsessed with the world of freckles on her body and he drew lines and swirls of them on her thigh. "Because of these." And he kissed that same trail on her thigh.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose and blew a big puff of air in his face, wine and him on her breath still. "You like everything about sex." she looked uncomfortable and said, "You know.. how do you know you were dreaming about me? That it's actually me. You told me that night when you were stalking me at Digger's place that you dreamed about me.. but you never said what made you sure it was me... instead of just Evie with short hair." she couldn't look at him as she spoke, she'd been the one to say she wanted one night just them but here she was the one inviting their exes back into the bed.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 7:03 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not normal people." He blew air back in her face. They were acting like children. "I like talking about sex." She was just shy. "What do you mean how do I know it was you?"
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She puffed up her cheeks and blew a big gust of air in his face and grinned a little, "People don't normally talk about sex." her cheeks lit up again when he mentioned an orgasm and she didn't say anything to it. She looked pleased and awed that he dreamed about her but that shimmer of worry was back in her eyes as she asked, "How do you know it was me..."
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 6:15 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why is it weird?" He blew a soft breath of air on face against those pink cheeks. "I think if you actually had an orgasm you might not think the same."
He licked his lips. "You might not be a virgin but it felt new." The grin alone should have emphasized his pleasure. "I've dreamed about you before. Now I'm terrified it's going to still be a dream."
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't see what asking has to do with getting off me... but I don't know, it's weird to ask." she gave him a look, "I enjoy sex... it's just not a priority." her face turned scarlet at his eyebrow wiggle, it was amazing how he could make anything seem dirty! "No! I enjoyed it! I'm satisfied enough, thanks." she looked uncomfortable and then eyed him, "What about you?"
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 6:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You rather I not ask? I can get off you any time..." He was just comfortable. He liked keeping her there. He wasn't the other guys she'd been with. She wasn't the other girls he'd been with. "I told you you need to enjoy sex. You didn't enjoy it?" If she didn't he'd have to go again. He did know about orgasms now with girls and sometimes even Evie made him finish her off in one way or another. "Because if not I have other ways of satisfying." He wiggled his brow.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm sorry! It just popped into my head.. I don't know.." she was smiling at him, for one moment no fear or worry marring her features in the least, "It's a little strange.. I've never had a guy ask me what 'i liked' about him.. doing... things... with me.. ya know." her boyfriends tended to do their thing and be done with it.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 5:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He rolled his eyes at her fit. "Is that funny? Really?" Like a pouty child he took it wrong. She was laughing at him right after sex?
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked like she wanted to believe him but didn't. She closed her eyes when he kissed her cheek and then burst out laughing at his question. She put a hand over her mouth but her eyes were still laughing, "I'm sorry." she said inbetween giggles, "I just got this image of you handing out a survey to the girls you sleep with asking them to rate your performance." and she started to giggle all over again.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 5:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's been just us since this started." He'd been focused on her from the moment he kissed her. He kissed her cheek and back to her ear, "Tell me what you liked." It might be a stroke to his ego, but it would also tell him more of what she wanted. What was Greed if he didn't pull that out of others?
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked like she was ready to cry because she'd been right, all that pain and heartbreak was still waiting when this was over. She didn't look him in the eye and said, "Can we... can we pretend just for tonight... that there is no Digger and no.. no Evie." her eyes finally flicked to his, "Just for the next few hours.. can it be.." she felt a burn in her throat, not used to asking for what she wanted but feeling a bit emboldened, "...just us?" she didn't want the ghosts of their exes in bed with them. She wanted to pretend that there was something more here and that this was normal and they were two people who found each other, not someone who got burned and bought a replica.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 4:51 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He felt that weird sink in is stomach again, like his heart took a leap off the edge of a cliff. It made it start to pound more rapidly. "What?" Because she wasn't with him anymore now, he'd lost in her in that instant. It just brought on more pain again. No one was ever going to see him for who he was, and now that he had that fantasy, he'd set himself some pretty steep goals. He had a friend in Zoe and he thought maybe, just maybe things would be different now. It wasn't and he just looked heartbroken.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 7:45 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Digger was normally pulling out seconds after he was done and turning on the tv. Zoe never minded that, it never felt great to have something wet and limp sitting in her like a dishrag. But Greed... was... well, bigger. She kinda felt.. filled. And warm. he was looking at her and talking to her which she also didn't expect. For a moment it looked like she was going to take his compliment and then her face grimaced and she didn't say anything. All she was thinking was if this was the same line he'd said to Evie.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 4:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Usually Evie would have been squirming to shove him off of her. She didn't find it comfortable. She didn't even find him trying to cuddle her at night comfortable. Zoe hadn't shot a word of protest yet. "Why are you hiding? Your face just looks like it's covered in sugar coated sprinkles." He licked his lips. It was very similar to what he'd told her about licking her. She was one big sugar cookie that he was starting to like everything about..
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 7:30 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
When he sat up a little, she quickly yanked the sheet over her torso from the side, it covered a little bit at least. She wasn't used to talking naked with anyone. She wrinkled her nose and shook her head, trying to get his hand off her face, "I don't know.. they look... messy." she finally finished. Most people didn't like her freckle face. She, like Evie, was born with them but Zoe had considerably more since she loved the sun.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 4:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He sat up a little, connecting the dots on her face. "Why cover them?" He combed her hair back at the root so he could see more and draw lines down her face, from her forehead, down her nose and connected to her cheek, and then his thumb pulled her bottom lip down. He was kind of seeing her in the light for the first time. He liked getting to be this close to someone and explore.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 7:10 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked a little embarrassed, her brow furrowing as a hand came up to touch her cheek and she said, "I took my makeup off when I got home.." not taking what he said as a compliment at all, she hadn't planned on going out again after the disastrous dinner date. Her cheeks turned pink when he rubbed his against them, she didn't have a response to that except her blush.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 4:06 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Your face. It's covered in freckles." He'd never seen so many, not up this close. He was on top of her, he saw her from a different angle. It was such a weird rush. "And your lips....they're so soft..." he ghosted his over them again. He was a touchy feely guy, but even Evie wasn't into all this affection all the time. Something about Zoe being scared kind of pulled out of somewhere he didn't know existed. Just like she did when he hated her.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 6:43 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was a bit weirded out, he was still nuzzling and kissing her and she smiled a little despite herself, trying to press her lips together so she wouldn't smile but failing. Her cheeks were going pink again with how hard he was staring at her and she finally said, "What?"
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 3:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He swirled his fingers in her hair, nuzzling her face with his nose and ghost kisses. Her eyes were so big, he'd watched her the whole time, just kind of lost in her eyes for a minute. He looked a little hungover and a little flush, but he was staring a hole right into her. He hadn't even pulled out yet or bothered to. He just wanted to stare and keep threading his fingers in her hair.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was wild to look right into his eyes as he climaxed, her eyes were so wide and just staring into his. She'd never looked into the eyes of the man that was inside her. Digger normally closed his eyes or kinda didn't.. well he wasn't the most attentive during or after sex. Zoe assumed that was normal, her other boyfriend hadn't either. It was hypnotic and she thought he was saying her name.. but maybe it was Evie's.. she didn't orgasm, but she didn't seem to mind it, she just enjoyed this, him, in her.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 2:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He gave her more kisses, he was almost trying to smother her in them. It felt good to keep reminding her he had a sweet side. Evie didn't even pay attention to that side as much as the hunky sex toy. He mouthed her name because he was reaching his climatic point, and losing his voice. He continued to stare into those eyes. He didn't know what she saw either.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wasn't used to someone being so loud, she and Digger weren't ever that loud.. a few groans and moans and it was over. She didn't love Greed, love was something precious that grew but she didn't hate him.. she felt something for him that scared her because he was so... he was a notorious playboy, he had been ready to marry her sister not too long ago. He would break her heart if she gave it to him. But right now.. it felt good, it felt amazing and right. She had a sheen of sweat on her skin and when he made her look in his eyes, she wasn't hiding anything, all her emotions and her fears and her pleasure were right there on her face. Zoe had a hard time hiding anything, she was a terrible liar and she ran from problems but masks... weren't something she wore. Her eyes searched his but she still didn't know if he saw her or Evie.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 1:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed was also loud. It was hard to tell if he was faking it or really meant it. Whatever fantasy she might have had about him wasn't necessarily going to be fulfilled (he was still human) but it was damn sure a step up from anything she'd had before. And there was a connection. Maybe she didn't love him, maybe she still hated him or hardly liked him, but there were emotions bundled up in all that.
His kisses got a little more heated as he tried to keep that up with the movements, but getting so deep into this, he kind of just got lost in the high and it wasn't just a sex high.
He curled his hands into her hair, taking a moment at least to look her in the eye. He wanted to make sure she was in this as deep as he was. He wanted to see the pleasure on her face. He wanted her to see him.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
And then there wasn't time to change her mind even if she wanted to (she didn't). She grabbed onto him when he went in, sucking in some air through her teeth. She could 'never been with someone as big as Greed' to the list of firsts with him. Her legs were tight around him and so were her arms, her mind was kinda shut off and her body was responding to all his little grips.. Digger never grabbed her butt during sex. She kinda liked it.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 12:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He nodded making sure to seduce her with a kiss before wrapping her legs around him and going in. He was going to make damn sure she knew what good sex felt like. And for a moment when he probably should have been mad at Evie for stepping down from something so good, she didn't come to mind. The only thing he thought about was Zoe and finally getting to know what the hell she felt like. It sent his insides into overdrive.
His hands were everywhere, grabbing at her butt, her sides, her hips, as if he could go any further. They were in it, and he'd gotten her to give into temptation without an ounce of influence.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 3:27 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She had never had sex with someone that was built like Greed. He was gorgeous. He could walk outside naked and people would probably be thankful. And he'd slept with Evie, it was like sleeping with a better version of Zoe who was better at sex and had a better body and now... she swallowed as he got her totally naked, unable to look him in the eye as her cheeks burned and turned red. It was different than Digger who was always trying to put her on top and kinda follow her lead. This was a guy who was in charge and guiding her along. She was still so broken and Greed was right, he was making her feel good.. she looked in his eyes and there was a moment of hesitation because this was a big mistake, huge mistake. Such. A. Mistake. But looking into his baby blues all she could say was a whispered, "Yes."
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 9:24 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She might not have been a virgin but she acted like one, and there was something exciting about that for him as he slipped down her undies.. He turned her back around to face him, slowly peeling off her shirt and throwing it aside. He could have told her she was beautiful, he didn't think she'd believe him. So he just showed her with every touch and every kiss, making her realize this was meant to feel good. Whether she was scared or not he put her on the bed. But when it came time to it, he wanted to be sure. "Tell me yes," he asked in a soft whisper against her lips, staring into those brown Bambi eyes.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She thought he was getting angry and giving up when he made moves to get up but he kissed her again and she was kinda scared and thrilled when he asked for the opportunity to change her mind. She know she should say no but she didn't. She grabbed onto him when he scooped her up, her cheeks turning pink because it was the first time a guy carried her to bed or anywhere for that matter. When she was facing the bed, she was starting to panic, the tub somehow seemed a fantasy but the bed was so real.. a bed was for making love. Her body was stiff but wired with desire and she obeyed when he told her to close her eyes if to nothing else but block out the bed. She hated how his little touches and kisses lit small fires all over her skin and deep inside her as well and she didn't know if she was thinking with her body or her heart at this moment but she didn't stop him from getting her naked. Her mind was getting quieter the more he did.
On Sat, Jan 16, 2016 at 5:08 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was scared. He might want her but he didn't want to rape her or anything. He just had to try a little harder in convincing her. He needed to let her body be her brain not her head. Which meant they weren't having sex in the bathtub. This was the kind of girl that wanted to be savored not devoured. He just wasn't sure how long he could sustain that, but fuck if he wasn't going to try.
"I don't believe you." He whispered. Her face wasn't the only thing telling him she wanted him. His hands gripped the sides of the tub to pull himself forward with her still in his lap. He kissed her lips a little gentler. "At least give me the opportunity to change your mind." Because he knew he could. This girl needed to enjoy sex and at least know how good it was. That didn't mean going at it quite the same way as with Evie.
Once he managed (not smoothly) to get them both out of the bathtub, he swooped her to carry her to the bed. He had plans reeling on how he was gonna do this. Putting her feet on the floor, he faced her towards the bed while he stood behind her, as he slipped out of his boxers quickly. "Close your eyes," he whispered against her ear, his hands gripping her sides and pulling her close. He started nibbling on her neck while he took her hands and linked them in his before guiding them towards the boxers she'd borrowed to shimmy them down. He kept blowing and biting softly little kisses down her neck. "Stop thinking with your head, think with this." And he poked her chest just where her heart would be. He knew what her body was saying with his taunting, hands dangerously close to territory she probably never knew could feel so damn good.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wanted to believe him, it was right there on her face how much she wanted to believe him. "It might be the biggest mistake either of us have ever made.." she countered quietly. She was nervous and bit her bottom lip as she looked in his eyes. Her fingers curled against the hair at the back of his head, her nails scratching idly at his scalp. She didn't have sex with someone unless she felt something for them and she didn't know what this was between them...
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 11:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You don't know that. It might be the best damn thing either of us have felt before." She'd never know unless she just gave in to him. Good god he wanted her to cave, wanted her to need him as much as it seemed he needed her.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He had a point but wasn't that also the appeal of booze and drugs? Just made you feel good in the moment? She found it hard to care when he kissed her again. Kissed her like she was the only girl he cared about when she knew it wasn't true. Last time they were in a hotel, he'd been missing Evie like crazy. Right now he just wanted to fuck his pain away, nothing more. She kissed him back with the same fierce need but broke it to catch her breath, her heart was racing, "But.. we'll feel worse in the morning..." she managed to get out.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 11:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It isn't right to feel so shit inside either. So, why not do something that makes you feel good." He cupped her face again with a sweetness she probably forgot he had. He wiped her cheeks with his thumbs, swallowing her mouth in a kiss she wouldn't be able to turn away from. And if that didn't work he'd get them out of this tub and back to the bed he'd paid for. It would be more comfortable than this.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She had that look on her face like she was going to break, "This isn't right..." she whispered back. "This is... we're.. vulnerable. You're high..." her lips were brushing over his as she whispered and she really wanted to go back to kissing him, "And maybe I'm still a little drunk..." she was trying to remember why this was so wrong..
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 10:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed's face was already flush and when she slowed he felt that sink again. "Don't stop..." He whispered again against her mouth. His brain was a little hazy and his heart actually pumping out of his chest.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She did want him, it was hard to deny it. She hated him for being a dork and handsome and kissing like it was a carosuel ride that made her dizzy. She had to stop this because sex wouldn't fix things, it'd make things worse and even if it felt good... really really good... she'd feel like crap in the morning, they both would. The thoughts started to flood into her head and her kissing slowed down and her body started to tense.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 10:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His hands outlined her curves down her back. If he could press her any closer he would. He was thinking about her, and memorizing the shape of he body just in case she decided this was a one time deal. It wasn't gonna be. She was radiating that sexual energy, he felt it whether or not she wanted to admit it.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The tub wasn't that comfortable but she was on top of him and when she shifted her weight, her legs tangled with his. Her nails scratched at his shoulders as she made out with him, trying not to remember how wrong this was. She felt like he saw her, right now he was with her not with Evie in his mind. Wasn't he..?
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 10:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He slipped further into the tub, the pillows loosing their fluff under their weight. Her closeness was just more fuel on this already burning fire inside. He'd somehow flipped a switch on her somehow. They were both channeling the same aggressive energy, and maybe it was bad, but Greed wasnt into playing by any rules but his own.
On Saturday, January 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was totally planning (trying and failing) to stop this madness but when he whispered her name, HER name and not Evie's, it sent a wild thrill through her. And instead of pulling away, her arms went around his neck and she squished into him, kissing him like he was oxygen and she needed air.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 10:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It was such a small thing, a small touch that she didn't realize sent him into frenzy. He groped her sides, digging more into her shirt. And when he called her name in a breathy whisper against her lips, it wasnt Evie as she may have assumed. His wounds from Evie might still be fresh, but it was Zoe's name on his lips.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was a heady feeling, being desired. Evie knew all about it, she lived for it, but Zoe.. Zoe didn't get desired much, not like Evie did. Her mind was screaming at her to stop this nonsense but her body was reacting to Greed all on its own accord. One hand went up his arm, across his shoulder and up his neck, her fingers brushing against the hair at the nape of his neck as she kissed him but the problem of slowing it down was it gave her opportunity to try to break it again, it gave her time to think.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jesus fuck. She was shaking up everything and it was just kissing. But this? This was something made up of fairytales and romantic movies. He curled his fingers into her shirt (or at least the one she'd borrowed for the night), feeling that plumpness that Zoemay have thought fat compared to Evie, but it was something for Greed to hold on to. Curves that even surpassed that of her sister. He wouldn't let this kiss go, he'd attempted to slow it down, but it still made his brain fog.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She shoved at his massive arms that wouldn't let her go and she tried to avoid his kiss but it was difficult and as soon as his mouth was on hers, she felt like she was melting. She stopped struggling for a few moments to kiss him back again, her fingers digging into his muscles because truth be told, she'd wanted this for awhile. But it didn't make it right, did it? She was pretty damn confused and made a small noise as she tried again to squirm free and shove at him but every few seconds she'd give in for a tiny bit.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He almost whimpered when she stopped it, his heart just dropped right down to his stomach again and fluttered around as if it couldn't catch its breath. He knew he'd stirred something in her, he just wanted to keep it there with him. One kiss and he felt high. He wasn't going to let her leave, so he tried this time with a kiss that didn't shoot out like a rocket.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was hurting and he felt good. His lips felt good and his body felt good and she wanted to just say fuck it and fuck him, literally. He was right, it was never like this with Digger, not even their most passionate kiss was close to this explosion with Greed but was this real? It wasn't. He was still hung up on Evie. She struggled against him to break the kiss, her lips bruised and cheeks flushed as she tried to scramble off of him.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He could have been dreaming again. It was very much like his dreams. There was such a cocktail of emotions in that kiss, she'd never feel anything quite like it. The fact that she was kissing back helped pull him out of that depressive spiral he'd started going down. It ignited that fire from inside that needed to know he was desired. Not just in sex but that someone wanted him when ever since things with Evie fell apart, he'd not felt that burn.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her body instantly reacted to his and she may have let out a squeal of protest but it was half hearted at best. Her hands wildly grabbed at him as if trying to hold on from the sheer force of the kiss. What horrified more than him kissing her was that she wasn't pulling away, she was kissing him right back.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:15 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Is that so?"he growled against that push. After that he couldn't hold back anymore. She was right there in his face, and with all those elevated emotions flying, he grabbed her face and just kissed her. Enough dancing around it. He had to taste that mouth that he hated every word that came out of it sometimes.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her face was going red and she was breathing a little hard, really fighting the urge to punch him. She'd never met someone who made her feel so violent in her entire life. She put her nose right to his, her eyes narrowed, "You're the last person on earth who'd ever find out if I do or don't." and she shoved him in the chest.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:08 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It means exactly what you think it does. You might as well have been a virgin with what you were in bed with." He tilted his head, staring at her with as much intensity as she gave. "I bet you don't even really like sex."
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her eyes shot to his, "And what's that supposed to mean?" temporairly forgetting that she was in his lap and he was practically naked and sporting wood. Man he made her so mad she wanted to rip his face off... among other things.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:01 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
" You might as well have been.". He didnt move, just let her do all the motion and admiring on her own. Everything in that tub under her was nothing like Digger.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her cheeks turned pink and said, "I'm not a virgin you know! I just don't want to feel yours." she shoved at his chest and tried to turn around and get up but she just fell in his lap again, this time facing him. And his naked chest.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 6:16 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I can't help it! " he couldnt just pause and tell his body to stop. " You act like you've never felt one before." What the hell had she been doing with Digger all this time?
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was wriggling to stand up and stopped when she felt something poke her. She grew still and her mouth dropped open. She turned to look over her shoulder at him and slowly said, "That better be a flashlight in your pocket, Avaritia.."
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 5:54 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
When she wiggled to try and get up, it was just a lot of friction with an already crazed body. " Your e moving too---" but he couldn't help it. His body was sensitive to touch and shed know real quick.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's... one.. pillow you... jerk!" she said in between grunts of tugging when suddenly he pulled too hard and she spun on the mat and landed right on him butt first with her hands in the air finding nothing to grab onto.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 5:45 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No!" he worked so shed have to really put some muscle into yanking that pillow from him. He was also a lot of heavy weight. When it looked ad if she had almost wiggled it free he grabbed it and yanked it in a pilllow tug of war. He yanked a Bit hard and she would find herself in the tub with him.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's ONE pillow. You have a hundred of them and the bed is actually.. not that comfortable..." it was too big for her, she was used to sleeping in her little bed. She walked closer to the tub and grabbed one of the pillows that his head wasn't on and tugged on it.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 5:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You already took the bed..." He'd already stripped out of his pants and shoes and was settling into his pillow bed. He craned his head to look up and saw naked legs....and his shirt. Fuck her.
On Jan 15, 2016 8:33 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe just glared at him as he made up the tub bed and quickly changed into his t-shirt and boxers, keeping her underthings on underneath while in the corner. She went to climb into bed and saw all the pillows gone so got out of bed and went to the bathroom, "I need a pillow." she said and crossed her arms over her chest.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 5:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"My dick would fall off in that cold." She was being crazy and the more she pushed away what he knew he saw it just deoressed him. Not wanted by Evie and not wanted by the sister he hated and wanted more than anything. "Dont bother," and he looked like he.might just cry again damnit! He grabbed a pillow (or all of them) and headed towards the bathroom. "Its all yours." He said with a makeshift bow.
On Jan 15, 2016 8:07 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She scoffed, "You wish. I rather lick a toad than be touched by you." She hugged the shirt and boxers to her and said, "If you're going to keep getting naked then I'm going to the bathroom and I'm going to lock it from the inside so if you have to pee, there's the window." and she pointed at the dinky motel window which didn't look like it opened even.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 5:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He finished unbuttoning his shirt, snorting at her distaste. "Unless you want me to. I would with pleasure." He was taunting her for many reasons, most of all because there was maybe a flicker of desire in her eyes and he saw it.
On Jan 15, 2016 7:55 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She glared at him, "Please, you wouldn't dare." but there was a flicker in her eyes. He had licked her in her sleep before after all. They had slept together in her bed but right now emotions were running too high..
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 4:53 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Now you're being stupid. What afraid my big bad Sin self is gonna take you in my sleep?" He didn't get a room for her to have to herself.
On Jan 15, 2016 7:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't like that idea and said, "If you're going to strip down and sleep in this bed then I'M gonna sleep in the bathtub." it didn't seem appealing but she didn't think sharing a bed with him was the smartest of ideas..
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 4:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"The bathtub?" At first it seemed to be his real answer but then he looked at her as if shed grown horns. "On the bed, where do you think?" He patted the mattress beside him, "it can fit the two of us."
She pursed her lips, "Where exactly are you going to be sleeping? There's only one bed." and she wanted it for herself, she was exhausted. Technically, the room was Greed's, Zoe didn't have her wallet with her so she was his guest so it'd be HIS bed but she wasn't going to say that.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 4:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You want me to sleep in a dress suit?" He looked at her with pleading eyes. He'd just been through hell and she was squabbling at him over clothes. He handed off a pair of boxers, Capitan America designed.
On Jan 15, 2016 7:25 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe made a face, she wouldn't wear skimpy stuff even if he had it. "Gimme the boxers, I'll wear them like shorts." and she held a hand out and said, "Why're you taking off your clothes?" with a little bit of panic, because what the hell. The room also had one bed. They'd been in a hotel room before but it had been to dry up, not spend the night.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 4:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Unless you want some of my boxers I'm clear out of women's lingere." He himself started to rid his body of the vest, tie and unbuttoning his shirt. " What do you want?" he was a little lightheaded, bur still looking at her legs as if he'd get the skin he wanted to see. Greed wanted to see how different she was from Evie, because between their argument and the pot he was a little horny.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"When you move on." was the simple and difficult answer. She didn't want to spend the night in a motel with him but he'd driven them clear out of the city into some honkytonk backwards part of New York and he didn't have the energy to drive them back and she didn't know how to drive. She caught the shirt and said, "What about bottoms...?" the shirt he gave her would fit like a short nightie.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 3:23 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed made one of those overdone, loud sniffle noises. It just felt ridiculous. "When does it end?" He took another puff of his joint. They sat there in that weird intimate moment for a while, while not saying much. Eventually they needed somewhere to stay the night, finding a motel. It wasn't even as upscale as Greed would have liked. He sat on the bed, bringing in a duffle from his trunk. He rummaged through it for a while, finding a t-shirt and tossing it at her. "Thought you might want to get out of that dress." And maybe it was a shameless way to see more of her legs.
On Jan 15, 2016 6:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her arm was floppy as he used it and she said, "You love Evie, you just found out she slept with someone else while she's still sleeping with you and it means she's moved on first. It hurts. You cry. It's what happens." as much as she was hurt by Digger, thing was, she didn't love him.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 2:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He ignored her for a few seconds. He choose the end not covered in snot, but it didn't keep him from crying more. "What the fuck?" he said in a watery whisper. He didn't usually react like this.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe didn't say anything for awhile but someone in pain and crying was something she couldn't ignore so eventually she lifted her arm and snuck a glance at him, "Here. It's covered in snot already." offering him the sleeve of her coat to wipe his eyes and nose on since there wasn't a tissue handy.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 10:57 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Are you calling me insane? Fuck you!" When she grumbled about the joint he pulled over. They'd gone into the country somewhere, there were no other cars. Just dirt, grassy fields and cows. He set the car in park and took a long drag of his cigarette, maybe it would calm down his rattled system. "Maybe he did see you, but maybe they're both just fuckers." Greed knew cruelty, he was cruel. "Maybe I'm an asshole she didn't want anymore," Evie just didn't know how hard that hit. He swallowed his own choked up tears, "No one does." Not even Zoe. "Fuck you you're making me leak." And he wiped at those tears viciously.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You would know insanity, wouldn't you!" she shot back and then fell silent. It was only when he lit a joint that she said, "Really? While you're driving? You may be immortal but I'm not, pull over somewhere if you're gonna get stoned." she thought about what he asked and said, "I don't know." quietly. She gave a watery sigh, "I just thought it'd be different this time. When I was walking down the street, Digger saw me. ME. And then he met Evie and I don't know if I even blame him for wanting her. Everyone wants her." they just ended up forgetting about Zoe.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
They were fighting over who was more hurt and upset when they were both equally on the same plane. "You are fucking insane. You know that? Insane." He was already pumping too many things at once and she was only fanning the fire.
He'd been driving forever it felt like and at some point they stopped going through as many red lights. They were just driving on open road. But having her in his ear egging on what was already abused inside made him think he was dying from the inside out. So, he did what Greed did best, he lit a joint and wasn't going to share.
"Who are you more mad at? Your sister, him or or me? Because fuck if I can't figure it out."
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Get a hotel room!?" she shot back like he was insane thinking the only solution was to keep living with Evie, "Look for a new apartment??" she rolled her eyes and said, "Poor you! Boo hoo, my ex girlfriend slept with someone else so now I can't fuck her." she sniffled and wished she had a tissue as she wiped her face on her coat sleeve.
On Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 11:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"i sold nearly everything I had or put in storage for Paris. What was i supposed to do? live out of my car? That's barbaric...." sloth worthy maybe, but not for Greed. He thought over her retort, "She's tainted now that your boy toy diddled her with his worthless excuse for a cock." he was hurt and angry and as devastated as her, It was just coming out in negativity. He didnt handle rejection of any kind.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She thought he meant the fire metaphorically so didn't think much of it. "You still lived with her, you would have fucked her no matter what I did or do you really want to lie and say that you'd have spent the night with me and when I'd wake up you'd make pancakes." she was telling him basically Evie had told her about Greed, she'd told her that Greed had never stayed the night before with a girl cept Evie. When he got the cheap shot in about Digger, Zoe wiped her eyes. "You'd touch her if she said sorry. You'd touch her even if she didn't. And for the record, she didn't give up by fucking someone else, YOU gave up by walking away when you didn't get what you wanted." as much as she hated her twin right now, she was not going to let Greed use hsi hurt to blame the demise of the relationship all on Evie.
On Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 11:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I set her shit on fire." He said it so casually, Zoe was bound to think it was a lie. "You shut me out so maybe I did go to fuck her, but looks like someone beat me to the punch." As much as he'd done and Evie's words of love were false. "I don't want to touch her now. She gave up on me. I wasn't worth it."
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave a snot filled scoff, "Right, that's why you went back to Evie." it wasn't lost on her that the only reason Greed knew Digger was cheating on her was because he'd gone back to fuck Evie just like Zoe had known he would.
On Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 10:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I wouldn't mind if you did." It was a cheap shot comment, but there was some truth to it. Not that it was likely to make either of them better, it would feel damn good. He pushed the gas pedal, going faster and dodging red lights to get even further away.
On Friday, January 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It took another good ten minutes of arguing with Zoe before he managed to get in the car and it was only cause she saw some tough looking guys watching her. She was safer with the devil she knew than the devil she didn't. She didn't look at him as he made the stupidest comment in the world and said a very acidic and hissed, "Fuck you." it wasn't his fault, none of it was his fault but her emotions were as big of a mess as his and she had no outlet either.
On Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 9:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Once she had the door shut,he burned rubber to speed off out of this part of the city. Maybe somewhere more rural would clear their heads. Somewhere that was out of range from the police cars that were soon to find Digger's car.
He glanced over to find her a complete mess and yet he wanted to fix her. " You look uncomfortable."
On Thursday, January 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Sure, why not!" she yelled with her hands thrown up before she shivered and rubbed her arms again, the coat wasn't long enough to cover her bare legs and she really wanted to get out of the dress that was rumpled and wrinkled now.
On Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 8:47 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You want to freeze to death?" He kept dragging his tires and halting to a stop each time when she paused. He wasn't going to leave her out there. While he had no idea where they'd go, anywhere was better than alone.
On Thursday, January 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She had no one but she had some pride. Somewhere. "Make me!" she snapped at him which didn't come out as forceful as she liked as it ended on a sob and she had to wipe her nose with back of her hand as she kept walking.
On Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 8:37 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
With each step she took he squeezed the tires forward a small step. "I'll follow you all over New York. It's cold. Get in." He'd really kidnap her this time, and he didn't think she had enough energy in her right now to fight him for two long. He was betting against odds here, but he was betting she'd cave. Who else did she have to turn to anyway?