Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_au, @ 2015-11-07 22:45:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, theseus, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed w/ Evie & Theseus and NPC Sophia
WHEN: Immortals & Strippers AU
WHERE: Gram's apartment, Evie's apartment
WHAT: Exes and Oh's
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
"Who licks people? She's not food you perv..." Theseus jerked Greed off the bed, stumbling in the little room. Greed again wasn't apologizing for his actions. He kept insisting he couldn't help it. He'd never seen so many freckles on someone before.
On Nov 6, 2015 4:09 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe ugh'd but didn't argue with her grandmother on language. "Fine.. this JERK touched me while I was sleeping and then has the nerve to act like he didn't do anything wrong." Sophia watched Theseus man handle the Sin that touched his baby (not that the baby knew she was his baby) and said, "Honey.. be careful." she didn't tell him to stop but Greed was a bit... younger. Despite both being immortal.
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 1:03 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Zoe, language please." Current company aside she didn't want that kind of talk floating around. She was better than that. Theseus however was bullying his way in the room to pick Greed up off the bed. "Licked her? Really?"
On Nov 6, 2015 3:49 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe looked flushed and at her grandma and theseus, "This ASSHOLE showed up at four in the morning at my window, slept on my bed and then LICKED MY NECK while I was still sleeping!"
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 12:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
All the ruckus brought Theseus and Sophia into the room where Zoe was still throwing things at Greed. "Zoe?" Sophia asked softly. Clearly, something strange was going on. "Greed, What are you doing in my granddaughter's room?" It wasn't something that could be answered right away.
On Nov 6, 2015 2:53 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe threw more things at him and said, "Are you seriously blaming this on me? On something that is a permanent part of my body? You. Touched. Me. You were in the wrong and you can't even take responsibility for it. I want you to get OUT right now and if you dare show your face at my window again, I'm calling the cops."
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 11:51 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
One of the book corners hit him in the head, leaving a welt on impact. "Shit...stop throwing shit at me!" Nothing he did with this family was right. He was just a hot mess. "Why don't you peel off your fucking freckles then." He was starting to get the idea that Digger didn't do ANYTHING with her.
On Nov 6, 2015 2:44 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"OH well that makes it fucking okay then if you couldn't HELP YOURSELF!" she yelled at him and then started picking up whatever she could get her hands on, books, knick knacks, clothes, throwing those at him too, "It was not harmless! It was a violation! It was creepy! It was WRONG!" and she was not going to let him get away with thinking it was okay. "I'm not Evie!" maybe her twin let him do that shit but she was not her.
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 11:42 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It was harmless! I didn't fuck you in your sleep holy shit, Zoe." He didn't talk to her as if she were an Evie clone. He called her out as who she was. "I couldn't help it."
On Nov 6, 2015 12:23 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She picked up stuffed animals from the bed and hurled them at him, hitting him with them and then the pillows as she said, "The fact you think you did nothing wrong is part of why you're in this situation, asshole!" She kicked at him and hit him again, "You do NOT touch people without their permission, you don't KISS them without their permission, especially people who DON'T WANT YOU and are in relationships with other people!" and she hit him again.
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 9:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He crossed his arms over his chest. "No." For some reason the thought of not having her as a friend made him panic. He hadn't even realized until now that she was a friend. He'd never had one.
"What did I do that has your panties in a wad?"
On Nov 6, 2015 12:11 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe just stared at him like she couldn't believe he was real. "Get. Out." was all she said in a scathing tone. She was never making the same mistake of trying to.. to... do anything with him again.
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 9:10 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I wasn't even THINKING of Evie. I like beautiful things. Excuse me for admiring your hoard of freckles. You have a million I just wanted to touch one." But hed licked and kissed them. In his head it was perfectly normal!
On Nov 6, 2015 11:55 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Freckles?" she asked incredulously and then shook her head, "I was trying to be nice to you, a friend to you and all you wanted was some god damn... perverted Evie patch!" she felt kinda betrayed and definitely stupid since to her it looked like Greed was craving Evie and since he couldn't have her was settling for Zoe.
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 3:54 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Freckles. I meant freckles." Because clearly he was the crazy one? "Don't look at me like that!" Like he was going to stab her or something.
On Nov 6, 2015 12:29 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"My sprinkles?" she didn't know what the hell that meant, if he was talking about her boobs or what. Her face was still red and she shoved him to get him off the bed, "You were doing a hell of a lot more than looking, you perv!!" she felt so foolish right now.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed immediately sat upright. His kiss was fairly innocent compared to what his ex fiancee and Digger had done. Neither of them knew that though. "I was looking at your sprinkles." He meant freckles but he had food on the brain now.
On Nov 6, 2015 12:12 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe kinda froze, was he.. oh. my. god. She could feel his hand trying to pull her sweatshirt down! She turned absolutely red and growled, "What... the HELL do you think you're doing!?" and she quickly sat up, shoving him away as hard as she could.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
She didn't imagine it. Zoe was this quirky variant of her sister and he was literally licking and kissing the sprinkles off her back. He was a kid with a chocolate chip cookie, he just couldn't resist. She had talked to him like a person. He'd also spent the first night with a girl that he didn't have sex with. His fingers creeped down to the collar of her shirt to take another peak. Couldn't she just sleep nakedd like Evie?
On Fri, Nov 6, 2015 at 12:00 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe was in that state of right on the cusp of waking up. She could feel Greed's body heat from how close he was.. she could also kinda smell his cologne this close up. But when she felt that kiss to her neck, her eyes snapped open. She didn't move because was wondering if she just imagined that..
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 8:57 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It was like licking the last drop on an ice cream cone before it slid down and dropped to the floor. Sweet and not enough. He brushed her hair back and this time kissed her neck.
On Nov 5, 2015 11:48 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe stirred a bit but didn't wake, she only let out a little humming sound and then settled back into the pillow. His little lick didn't wake her and she didn't seem offended by it, but that could be cause she was passed out.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 8:45 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
When she moved the sun kissed that sprinkled covered back. He touched that line again with his thumb. He leaned in again, and that smell of margaritas hit his nose again. He couldn't help himself. He had to taste. Just a little lick.
On Nov 5, 2015 11:29 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe kinda rolled her shoulders and sighed, Digger wasn't an aggressive lover but he wasn't very tender either. Somewhere in her sleep drenched brain, she kinda felt like she was in a dream. Or was at Digger's asleep tho she tried not to spend the night.. but maybe she had.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 8:27 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Oh dear God! There were more! Greed just stared at her back and that smorgasbord of sprinkles! Evie didn't have that many. Hardly endless clusters all over. He couldn't help himself. He didn't poke this time, but ran a brush of fingers across her back, just barely getting the feel of her silky hair.
On Nov 5, 2015 11:16 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe frowned in her sleep as she felt another poke at her cheek and at her shoulder. She made a noise and just turned over onto her stomach, her face squished against the pillow on her cheek. Since the sweatshirt was baggy, it sagged a bit and showed that those freckles also were on her upper back and since she had a bob, there was no hair to cover them.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 8:10 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
More curious was the line of freckles that cascaded from her cheek down to her neck in a little trail. There were more on her face! He softly touched her cheek where that splash of freckles bounced in his face. They looked like a display of sprinkles. He looked back to her shoulder, pulling the sweater down just a hair to see if they continued from there. Holy shit! This girl was covered in sprinkles!
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 11:07 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe murmured at the poke and she had a delayed reaction to it, swatting a hand back right when he leaned in to smell her, smacking him upside the head before wriggling around to get comfortable again.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 8:02 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed felt a arm smack him in the leg. He went to kick it but the bleary morning light was suffocating him. Shit didn't this girl have blinds or curtains? He snuggled up to the pillow in his arms, turning his back on the window. It was the opening and closing of doors next to her room that startled him a second time. "For fuck's sake!" he sat upright but Zoe was still asleep. He noticed that soft patch of creamy skin poking out from her sweater. She was a soft golden color, her little bob framing her face. He moved and crawled around her, his shadow hovering over her as he reached out to poke that creamy patch of skin. It was then he got the scent of margaritas she liked so much. She smelled like the beach, just with less sunblock. He leaned in a little closer to get a good whiff.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 10:46 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wanted to argue with him and kicked him a few more times but she was exhausted and it was so late.. so early? It was just not awake time right now. And she fell asleep too. Despite the bed being small and them sleeping head to feet, it was pretty much the perfect size to be cozy. Evie normally slept naked, which was far different from Zoe in her cupcake sweatshirt that hung off one bare shoulder, the skin there offered as a taste versus the entire platter.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:30 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed only wiggled around, poking her with his own foot as he settled into that feathered pillow of a bed. It was like laying on cotton. So soft...so relaxing....he'd never have imagined it. "Please tell me you haven't had sex on this thing because I have a hard time figuring out who would fit where..." His eyes were closed as he mumbled off into a sleepy murmur.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:02 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She yawned, "I didn't say I made you say it you lunatic, I said I said it." she grabbed a pillow from the stack he had hoarded under him and put it under her head and shoved at his leg with her bare feet, "Now get your fat butt outta my bed."
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 5:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No....you didn't make me say that. I said that the night I proposed." Evie thought he was a monster. She used to think he was amusing and cute. She had told him he was just obsessed...and maybe that did make him a looney.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 8:10 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe made a face, "You guys are still having sex?" then she held up a hand and said, "No, don't answer that, I don't want to know." she sighed and put her legs up on the bed under her, brushing the mask pieces off the comforter, "No you moron, that was me saying that." and the thing was Zoe had once said that to Greed, she didn't know he'd said it to Evie.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 5:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know what to do!" he grumbled, falling back into her mound of pillows. He looked up to the ceiling. "The sex wasn't even the same. It was like there was a roadblock there too." He couldn't rewind what he'd done, but he was in a very strange place. He'd been obsessed with Evie. So obsessed he'd given her a wedding ring and was taking her to Paris. "I told her once I wanted a white fucking picket fence and dog and a house by the lake. I don't think she believed me..."
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:45 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Even if she thought it was lame, she might have been willing to try if you asked her. Digger likes LARPing okay? I dressed up and did it once cause he asked. he ASKED tho. He didn't pout like a brat and huff and assume. And he gave me the option of not doing it and that's what made me say yes. And it was HER gift, okay? I got it for HER to give to your fat butt to start things off on the right foot. To nudge her into thinking in a broader way. And that stuff takes TIME."
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 4:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"She told me that stuff was lame. She gave me your gift and I think a part of her didn't expect me to care about it." He'd been so excited and she'd lied. "It was fake." Greed might be king of playing fake but he didn't want that from Evie....or anyone that he declared his.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:39 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smacked him a few more times, "Stalking me is not okay! ugh.. we will deal with that later." she smacked his arm again one more time for good measure and said, "So you're judging her and assuming things. Isn't that the same shit you said you hated when people did to you cause you're a Sin?"
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 4:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So it was a few days....or a week..." he'd become curious after that disastrous event with her that shopping day. "I wanted to see what the fuss was about...and look at her...Evie is NOT going to go bowling because I asked."
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:21 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smacked him multiple times on the arm, "What do you mean you followed me home one day? Those things happened on different days! How many times have you followed me you weirdo!?"
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 4:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed had started trying to put some of the mask pieces back together. "I thought if I came on strong she'd show me some emotion. She won't even cry in front of me. Even...even when Envy nearly sliced and diced her she didn't react with relief that I was there." She'd been relieved yes, but she still didn't show any venerability around him at all. In the beginning he liked that, and now...now he just wanted to see it. He wanted to see that he meant enough to her that she could show him the real her. He could feel Zoe's eyes staring him down after that. "Oh, I followed you home one day..." he shrugged. As if that was the most normal thing being her secret stalker.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:12 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She poked him right back, "So instead of asking her if she liked tea or coffee, you threatened her." she made a face, "If you don't like that shit then what difference does it make? So what if you wanted to do it? Did you ever think of ASKING Evie if she wanted to go on a picnic or bowling or a--" she stopped talking and narrowed her eyes at him, "How do you know Digger and I do those things." her voice was flat and she did not look amused.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 4:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't scream. Maybe I threw a threat in there, but I didn't scream." It still didn't shake the feeling that something was off. "You put these fucking ideas in my head!" He poked her. "You and your whatever boyfriend. Bowling and going on walks and picknics and shit. I don't like that shit but what if I wanted to do that kind of shit?" Zoe had been right. Nothing he and Evie did was outside of the bedroom. He'd also inadvertently admitted to stalking Zoe and Digger.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:06 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe kept eyeing him, "Not exactly. Okay. Have you ever directly asked her 'Hey Evie, do you like tea or coffee?' or did you scream at her about how you wanted what was 'inside'."
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 4:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Not exactly..." he picked at the fabric of her comforter like a pouty little brat. "If I ask she changes the subject, or sucks my face off...." he could never say no to sex or kisses and she knew that. She used it to her advantage, playfully, but still Evie's way of sidetracking all the other stuff.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 6:57 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She just gave him a look like she couldn't believe it and then after a moment of silence she said in a low pointed voice, "Do you know if she likes tea or coffee?" because he didn't seem to see it was a two way street.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 3:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't apologize." He seemed offended that he had to. He saw that he'd been heavy handed, but what he'd said had it been all that untruthful? "She doesn't even know if I like tea or coffee. She won't talk to me." So no, he hadn't seen where he was wrong. Possibly he could have done this a bit more easy, but he wasn't easy (in that sense). "I'm not a nice guy. Better she know it now then when she's in Paris..."
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 6:48 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed, not knowing if anything actually registered with him. "Well I didn't hit the mask a second time but it's still shattered." did he get it? The damage was done. "How did she react when you said you were sorry?" assuming the numbskull would have enough brains to have apologized.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 3:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He watched her destroy the beautiful mask with a grimace. He reached out to touch the little pieces that had cracked and shattered. "It was so pretty..." but then his thick skull got what she was trying to say. "I wasn't mean tonight and it's all different. I don't think she likes me anymore." They were both wrong, and at the same time already growing apart.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 5:43 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She elbowed him when he flicked her but didn't do it hard. She held one mask in each hand and then put the 'evie' mask over the white 'inside' mask. "This is how you're viewing her right?" she now had the masks on top of each other and said, "Now you're trying to get the inside mask.. and instead of doing this..." she picked the 'evie' mask gently up so the bottom 'inside' mask showed. "You did this." she put the 'evie' mask back on top of the 'inside' mask. Then she reached next to her, picked up a hammer (the item he couldn't see before) and SMASHED it right in the middle of the beautiful mask, it fell to pieces, bits breaking into her hand and falling into his lap... but more importantly.. the 'inside' mask underneath shattered as well.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 2:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed scooched, still taking up most of her bed. He flicked her arm when she called him fat. He didn't like that.
He was like a child watching every thing she said and waited for the big reveal. "Okay?" What did that have to do with things.
On Nov 5, 2015 3:53 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a face, not wanting to think about that but said sarcastically, "No, he sleeps over to play parcheesi. Scoot your fat butt over." she sat down next to him and put the things she had in her arms next to her on the bed. There was enough moonlight from the window shining down onto his lap that he'd be able to see what she was doing. She picked up the first item and showed it to him, it was the beautiful ceramic wall mask, it had glitter and colors and everything, "This is Evie, okay?" she wanted him to understand what she was trying to say. She picked up the second mask that was also a ceramic wall mask but completely plain white. "This is the Evie inside. With me so far?" she wasn't done yet.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 12:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed's brows creased in confusion. He took a seat as instructed waiting for the big reveal. What the hell was she doing. "They still go at it?" He wasn't sure where this was going, he just watched her as he snuggled up on her bed. It was small as shit but comfy. He'd never seen her room before.
On Nov 5, 2015 3:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She ignored him saying he liked it, she didn't care and she regretted trying to do something nice. She picked up an ornate mask from the wall and then a plain one from her desk. She was trying to paint one herself but she'd only gotten as far as making a ceramic mold. She took both of them and something else off her desk that he wouldnt be able to see in the dark. "Yes, he sleeps over. And sometimes she sleeps over at his place. I think the only reason they dont move in together is cause she knows I cant afford this place on my own." she shook her head, not knowing why she told him that, it wasnt like he gave a shit. She said, "Sit." and jutted her chin out towards the bed. She had something to show him cause he was like a god damn two year old that needed visuals.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 12:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I liked it. I liked it a lot..." he insisted. "But its like she doesn't want to think about those things with me..." he was insane but he had wanted her to see that. He'd wanted a reaction. He watched Zoe curiously as she wandered around her room. "Wait your grandmother's boyfriend sleeps over?" He shivered, arriving late to that piece of information.
On Nov 5, 2015 3:23 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe sighed and looked at the ceiling, "I never would have done it if I knew it'd cause so much trouble.. I was just trying to help! Just like.. you know, a starting point for her." but Evie thought she'd been trying to make her look bad to Greed. Zoe looked at Greed and saw he didn't get it. "Okay, you wanna know what you did?" she looked around her room for something that she could show him how crazy he was. She finally spied something on her wall and she was so mad she didn't care she was about to do this..
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 12:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"She couldn't even give me a fucking gift on her own. She won't open up to me and I told her there's an Evie she wont give me..." that was true. He rubbed his head where he'd smacked the windowsill. "I just want whats inside that mask she's hiding behind. I thought if I broke it out of
her she'd let me at it."
On Nov 5, 2015 2:52 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe was looking at the clock and smacked Greed when he was done, "It's FOUR in the morning, you lunatic!" she yanked him in to shut the window because it was chilly. "Keep your voice down, my grandma and her boyfriend are asleep." she looked at him and said, "Maybe Evie doesn't want you cause you insulted the shit out of her and it's hard to be with someone when they think you're so shitty. I didn't make you say she was only after you for your dick and money. That's all YOU." yup, Evie had told Zoe what happened but she'd blamed Zoe too.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 11:49 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He crawled inside her room with the same trouble he'd had with Evie's window, only this time he hit his head on the windowsill and fumbled in. Headache or not he was loudly announcing the issue. "She doesn't want me now. Everything is different. You put fucking ideas in my head and now its all shit. Now there's no apartment, no Paris and no Evie!" But Evie wouldn't open up to him.
On Nov 5, 2015 2:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe did open the window and at his barked accusation she just stared at him, kinda wondering if this was a nightmare. "I'm sorry, I don't speak lunatic!" she shot back in a whisper yell. She had no idea what he was talking about and she scrambled to look at the clock and see what time it was.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 11:13 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He motioned for her to open the window! It was chilly out! He wasn't leaving. Not until he had answers. She'd fucked him over and now he'd fucked himself with this gorgeous, sexy fiancee that wasn't his fiancee any more. He didn't know how to handle it!
When she finally did get the window open the words just flew out in accusation, "What the fuck did you do to me?"
On Nov 5, 2015 2:02 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe woke up with a start at the knock, what the hell... she looked bleary eyed at the window and fell out of bed as she jumped at the sight of a man at it. She scrambled to her feet and was about to shout when she thought she recognized the silhouette. She put on her glasses and went to the window to sure enough see Greed sitting there. "Are you Crazy?" she hissed at him through the glass.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 10:59 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed wasn't going to wake up the whole household, but at four in the morning he had a bone to pick with Zoe. He climbed up her fire escape just as he had with Evie and he tried to open the window. When it didn't work he knocked on it loudly. If he couldn't sleep then she wouldn't either.
On Nov 5, 2015 1:55 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Evie was asleep and so was Zoe... Zoe had been surprised at the news of the broken engagement and of course taking care of the cancelations fell on her for some reason which she didnt like but did. Now everyone would be like poor evie and her twin would get all the attention and love again. Zoe was fast asleep in a ratty old sweatshirt that fell off one shoulder, soft shorts, and leg warmers.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 10:31 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He didn't feel like he was enough for her either. He felr more of a tool than he did before. It wasn't pleasant. And it was the first time since he'd become obsessed with Evie that he didn't really want to cuddle. After she was asleep he got up and went for a walk. He was suffocating in all these new feelings and he wasn't sure how to deal with them.
On Nov 5, 2015 1:13 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She snuggled into his chest and just sighed out the word, "Everything." and left it at that. Her tone suggested she didn't know herself but the change was there, it was all around them and she wanted it to go away.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 10:11 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
The sex just became sex because he didn't know how to filter heartbreak into the equation. He didn't understand it. There was a divide though and he didn't like it. He nodded with a simple ok. Evie had been different in so many ways and now he was somehow turning her into everyone else. He pulled her into his chest. But if sex didnt cure it, he didn't know how to fill the void, because she had one now too. "What's different?"
On Nov 5, 2015 1:06 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Of course Evie was going to give in to him, she still loved him and the sex was amazing. They did have sex but it was different.. her hurt and pain was apparent in that language too, maybe moreso than actual words. When it was done, she still didn't want to sleep and said, "You can stay here if you want like we'd planned... until you get a new place." nope, she wasn't saying they were back together but she wasn't going to leave him homeless.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 10:00 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
And there was something different there. He couldn't put his finger on it. She wasnt like she usually was and he didn't understand that crushing someone's heart put a damper on everything. It didn't make kisses and sex the same. But he wasn't going to put on the beeaks. If she gave in to him he was going to take it.
On Nov 5, 2015 12:47 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She never used to mind how needy his kisses were, how he wanted to take from her, she always freely gave. But like Zoe showed Greed the gaps in his relationship, Evie could now feel the gaps too thanks to Digger. Digger's kiss had been about her.. and while Greed was a fantastic kisser, it was all about him.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:45 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He would always respond to a kiss. He always gave back with intensity. His kisses were hungry and needy. Always needy. They weren't anything like the moment she shared with Digger.
On Nov 5, 2015 12:38 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Neither do I." she said. She couldn't hold his hand, she didn't know that's what she needed to do. She nuzzled his nose and gave him a kiss. Wanting to give comfort and seeking it also for herself, the best way was physically, it was the language they never had a problem communicating in.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:36 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know what to do..." and it made him panic. He swallowed a lump in his throat and felt like crying. He was losing something he was so close to having, but she wasn't going to be able to tell him what to do. She'd babied him and now they were crumbling.
On Nov 5, 2015 12:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Me too.." she said with an exhausted sigh. She kept her arms around him and wondered how it got so messed up. She kissed his cheek a couple of times, taking in his scent. She still wanted him, loved him, but there was no going back.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:27 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Her lack of answer was unsettling. "I wanna go back. I wanna go back to a week ago." And he squeezed her tightly to him. He couldn't reverse time, the damage was done now.
On Nov 5, 2015 12:24 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He still made her heart race and she put her hands on his cheeks and didn't have an answer, she slid her arms around his neck and said, "I don't know." he hadn't seemed to heard a word she had said and she didn't know how to tell him he was crushing her even more by sitting there and still thinking those horrible things about her. She needed comfort tho and unfortunately he was the only one there so she turned to him even tho he was the one hurting her.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:21 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Am I losing you?" As if the other night hadn't been enough of a clue. Greed thought he could show up, plead his case and she'd magically understand. But, humans didn't work that way, and Greed wasn't a normal human boy.
On Nov 5, 2015 12:17 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"So you'll magically stop thinking those things if I make myself somehow show you whatever it is you want to see." she smoothed down his shirt, "But right now.. I'm still a gold digging whore that's no different from a blow up doll." what Greed kept failing to see was what he wanted, that depth, took TIME to achieve. And he was just impatient. "I do love you, Greed. I can't turn that off. But having you question it over and over because it's not the type of love you want..."
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 9:13 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Can I see you?" What was she hiding from him? Why was she afraid to show him. "You say you love me....and I still think there's a side of you you won't show me." He was nervy now, he may have fucked this up so bad there was no coming back from it. "If you show me something I won't think those things."
On Nov 5, 2015 11:13 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She touched his chest and asked, "Do you still believe those things..." meaning the awful things he'd said and she was watching him closely. She might be guarded but she felt like she could tell if he was lying. And she had a feeling in the pit of her stomach that his words hadn't been entirely just to rile her up.. that he thought they were true deep inside.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 8:06 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He'd never been married before. He didn't know what to do. "Because I still want you." Greed didn't lose things unless he put it down. He was on a fine line and about to loose everything and he had no idea how to hold onto it. She still blocked him from her inner feelings.
On Nov 5, 2015 11:03 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Husbands arent supposed to threaten their wives." she didn't stop him from touching her but he did get a glimpse of how evie dealt with shit, she just shut it all down. She didn't confront cause she just didn't stand for it. "Why should I marry you.." she repeated.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:59 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I want to know more of you. I thought if I threatened you you'd crack a little." That was the truth. He'd tried with force. "I thought I'd get a glimpse of the Evie you're still keeping under lock and key." He touched her cheek with the back of his hand, his fingers fanning out into those voluptuous curls.
On Nov 5, 2015 10:52 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He wouldn't apologize, he wouldn't even see how much he'd hurt her or what he said was wrong. Digger had said he was an idiot and he was. But Evie did still love him. "Why.." she whispered. She wanted him to give her a really good reason to go through with the wedding.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 7:50 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He still had not apologized. He didn't think what he'd done was entirely in the wrong. He wanted Evie to show him more, but he realized if he'd never said a word they'd still be getting married. "Will you marry me?" Because he wanted to just gkue back everything as it was. He didn't want this mess, but he also knew that need for more would never go away. He didn't know how to get her to show him Evie.
On Nov 5, 2015 10:47 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know. Stop believing those awful things about me?" she didn't say 'saying', she said believing. Much much harder to do. She let him kiss her because sex and kissing were things she knew. And she did want him. But her happiness with him had been shattered.
On Thu, Nov 5, 2015 at 4:29 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed felt his whole center fall forward and. He barely had the strength to stand. She kept pulling the rug out from under him, and the weight of losing everything just kept him frozen in place. "How can I fix this?" He asked softly. He knew who to blame for this. He'd have been blissfully happy had Zoe not shown up. And suddenly he wanted to yell at her for fucking him up.
When Evie kept her cold exterior Greed tried to kiss her, but Evie didn't want him anymore.
On Nov 5, 2015 12:03 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Not shallow. Just... not happy or satisfied. It's like you saw me, you picked me... but you didn't want me. You wanted to use be as a base for whatever fantasy wife you had in your head." she shook her head, still not willing to fight, just... very hurt. She had thought she could have that happy married life with him, she did love him.. and he told her no, her love wasn't enough.
On Wed, Nov 4, 2015 at 8:56 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't give him anything to hang on to. The more she said the more he looked like a mother fucking monster. "You make me sound so shallow." He was trying to drum up a face but he was just getting angry now. He never wanted this so badly until her twin popped up. Now, it was as if he repulsed her. Whatever vile things he'd spat were now coming back and sticking to him like glue. He'd just about lost everything now and it was crippling him.
On Nov 4, 2015 11:50 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You did actually. You said I was a gold digging mannequin whore." she put down her purse and started to take off her heels. "And you didn't want more out of me. You DEMANDED more out of me. Quitting my job wasn't enough for you. Selling my apartment. Leaving behind my entire life to start a new one with you wasn't enough for you."
On Wed, Nov 4, 2015 at 8:43 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't say you were a whore. I said I wanted more out of you." Which was the difference in him and her encounter with Digger. Greed had no way of understanding that things came naturally. He couldn't force them out and it only made those walls of hers colder. For the first time since she walked away he didn't feel at home with her. He felt distant, cast out and the worst, undesirable.
He stumbled to his feet. He was the one that was supposed to make that call, not her. But she had and it stunned him.
On Nov 4, 2015 11:38 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Isn't that what a whore does?" she retorted. She was repulsed herself that he thought she was out fucking guys. Digger's kiss didn't count... that was different.
On Wed, Nov 4, 2015 at 8:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You've been with someone else?" He sounded so repulsed. He'd spent the night alone and she had already moved on? No one moved on from Greed.
On Nov 4, 2015 11:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Evie set her jaw, "If I get lonely, I don't stay that way for long." leave it to Greed to say something shitty like that, like he was doing HER a favor.
On Wed, Nov 4, 2015 at 8:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed grumbled wiggling his man hips until he managed to drag himself through the window. "I thought you might be lonely." He landed on the floor with a thud. He still hadn't apologized.
On Nov 4, 2015 11:10 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't move to help him and said, "Why? You need your cock sucked?" very bluntly. It was what she wanted from him wasn't it? It was all about sex and his penis and his wallet.
On Wed, Nov 4, 2015 at 8:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"I came to see you." He wiggled but really couldn't squeeze out of the window without help. But her walls were up, she hated him now didn't she.
On Nov 4, 2015 10:52 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Evie let herself into her apartment, boxes everywhere still. She thought for a moment there was a robber but didn't get scared because he was stuck. Her heels clicked on the hardwood floor as she went over and said, "If you're here for your stuff, I'll ship it whereever you want." and that was all she really had to say to Greed. That mask was back over her face but her eyes were filled with pain, he'd hurt her deeply and she felt betrayed and foolish for loving him.
On Wed, Nov 4, 2015 at 7:49 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He couldn't get the door open sooo he opted to climbing the fire escape to climb through the window. Only He got stuck and spent the next half hour or sooo waiting for Evie to come home. He had no idea about Digger or that he'd checked in on Evie during her shift to see how she was holding up. It hadn't been as intimate a run in as they'd had before, but It was a far more secret one.
On Wednesday, November 4, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was close to 1:30 am when Greed went to Evie's apartment, she was getting off from work and rummaging in her purse for her keys. She wore a white lacey top and skirt that had most men taking a second look and on her feet were sky high funky yellow heels.
On Wed, Nov 4, 2015 at 7:27 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed spent the night in a hotel, the first time he had spent alone without the hope of seeing his fiancee the next day. The ring she'd given back he twirled around his finger around and around until he got dizzy. When that didnt work, He called Evie hoping to talk. When that didn't work he just headed over to her apartment. He couldn't sleep. He was hoping they could work through this extremely hideous headache.