Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_au, @ 2015-09-13 10:44:00 |
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Entry tags: | digger, zoe hansen |
WHO: Digger & Zoe
WHEN: Strippers & Immortals AU
WHERE: Digger's apartment
WHAT: Awkward Couple being Awkward
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
Digger needed to take this like a man, which meant he needed to stop overthinking his every step. He nodded when she asked if he wanted to start over. They'd had a good vibe going, maybe he wouldn't screw it up again by talking.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 6:41 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her hands on his shoulders, "Good." she offered a smile and said, "Wanna try this again?"
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 3:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So then I'll shut up..." he was hitting a road block and he was starting to think maybe they just didn't click or he was thinking too hard. Why the fuck was he so worried about this shit. It was the same thing that happened in every relationship. Ultimately he was the problem, not them. He had a gorgeous girl, they were into it, kissing and he just blew it up.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 6:32 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe didn't know how to explain it to him and finally said, "Digs... we're in bed... we're kissing.. and you keep stopping to question things. I mean... how are we supposed to progress?" it wasn't the root of the problem but it was part of it. She sighed and looked down, "And I'm pretty sure we've scared away whatever was there.." cause there was no way he'd retain an erection through this boner killer conversation.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 3:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then what is it?" Because they got to this every time and then it was just done, over with and all they could say was yeah we had sex. They had moments where things started to click and then they were back to this awkward stuff and it was frustrating.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 6:27 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
And there it was, Zoe hated how Digger could turn this around on him. It wasn't that maybe she might be uncomfortable but that she clearly didn't want him. she sighed, "Digger, if I didn't want to have sex with you I wouldn't be here." and if he didn't believe that then she didn't know what else to tell him.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 3:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He eyed her quizzically for a moment. "Are you sure. You just sound kinda---" he released a breath and shook his head looking down. "I don't want you to dread having sex with me." They seemed to always hit this plateau which was from their own insecurities.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 6:16 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe told herself that this was something they'd work out down the line, she felt embarrassed bringing up anything that might seem like a sexual flaw to Digger. "Nothing's wrong, I just wanted to make sure we had one." her hand covered his with the condom and now that he was propped up a bit, she leaned in and kissed him.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 3:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Something was wrong, Digger just wasn't able to figure out what. But when she paused to just ask for the condom he leaned over to rummage through his nightstand, which was full of a ton of other shit. So he felt like he was looking for a needle in a haystack. He paused after he found one, propping himself up on his elbows. "What's wrong?" He knew that much. It felt like she wasn't into it anymore. Again. And every time that happened he felt like it had to be because she wasn't really physically attracted to him.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 6:08 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The added problem was Zoe felt like most guys expected her to act like Evie and that just riled her up more. She felt like Digger was waiting for her to do something by propping her on his lap and lying down himself, like she was being put on a stage. It was killing the mood for her. She didn't know how to say it but she felt like they might as well go forward with the sex. "Um.. do you have a condom?" she asked.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 3:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Digger wasn't quite as in tune to girls as he'd like to believe. Sure he knew how to be the emotional cushion, he knew how to woe them, but this part of it was where things got a little fuzzy. He was more submissive, and he didn't know yet that Zoe didn't like that. Most guys had that fantasy that the girls liked being on top, kind of like porn videos, but those weren't the things to paint a picture off of.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 5:43 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe felt heat in her cheeks when he did that move. She didn't know how to say she didn't like being on top.. she felt exposed and vulnerable and she knew that Evie would be bare breasted riding a guy and loving it but that wasn't Zoe, she and Digger were still getting to know each other, maybe if he eased her into it or this was down the line.. but she just felt pressure right now. He was putting in the position of sexual power and she didn't know how to perform or what to do and she felt like she had to do it right.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 2:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Eventually Digger moved so that he wasn't straining back to kiss her, so they were face to face. He wasn't going to slam her into the bed, so he just kept kissing her, his hand on her waist before he laid back on the bed, and settled her onto his lap.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 5:27 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her arms loosely around his shoulders from her position behind him still and kissed him back with more than just a little kiss. This was a lets get the mood going so we can try some sex kiss because god damn they needed to work on this.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 2:23 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He turned a little more so that their foreheads bumped together and he went in for that soft, slow kiss. Nothing crazy, just a little kiss. The more he kissed her though, the more it turned into something a little more than flirtatious kisses.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 5:20 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe had had a glass of dessert wine before they left and it was making her feel nice and settled and warm and she wrinkled her nose at the ticklish sensation his little blow into her eat caused and she moved her face closer to his, her nose touching his, her eyes closed, and a cat that lapped up a bow of cream smile on her face.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 2:17 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's okay," his voice pitched a little high so he cleared his throat, eyes rolling closed as he let her do her thing. After a while though, as good as it felt, it kind of made him feel like they should be doing more than just foot rubs and back massages. His hands gripped the bed sheets, turning his head to the side where his cheek brushed up against hers. He opened his mouth slightly to blow a little air into her ear, to get her attention without breaking the silence with talking.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 5:13 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe put her hands on his shoulders and started squeezing here and there, she leaned in so her lips were right next to his ear and said, "You should know I have no idea what I'm doing.." her breath warm and close enough to be felt.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 2:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Despite his body issues, Digger really didn't have a problem stripping down to nothing. He just hoped he wasn't a disappointment to her. Though, through the last few months he'd really taken a transformation and had a body he should be proud of. With his shirt peeled off she had a blank canvas and wide shoulders to kneed.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 5:01 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned and got a bit of a head rush from his pull and said, "No shirt, duh." she put her hand on his thigh and pressed down using him as leverage to drag her knees on the bed and get behind him so she could do his shoulders.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 1:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He pulled her upright, unbottoning a few buttons on his shirt. "No shirt or shirt?" And he flapped one collar like he was posing for playgirl magazine. "I'm ready for my closeup." He put the flap back down with a laugh. Digger sometimes didn't take much seriously. But, in this moment it showed that he wasn't as tense as he usually was around girls.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 4:54 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe made a face, "I don't know... I guess we'll find out?" she lifted her hands out to him and wiggled her fingers, "Help me, I can't get up." she just wanted to lay there forever.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 1:53 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't think my feet would be as fun to rub. They're not dainty and cute." He peeled out of his jacket and tossed it aside to the floor. "How are you at shoulders?"
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 4:42 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe just said, "She gets everything rubbed whenever she wants." because thats who Evie was. She stretched her feet and legs and wiggled her toes against his arm, "Better. Do you want me to rub anything?"
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 1:37 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Digger wiggled his toes a bit, but continued to massage her sore, slightly swollen feet. "I don't expect she gets a foot rub every now and then?" he watched Zoe relax, and seeing her relaxed kept him in a calm state of mind. He liked doing things for her that made her feel good. "How do yours feel now?"
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 3:36 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Lucky lucky me." she said and then sighed, not out of anything but happy exhaustion, "They're sore.. I don't know how Evie lives in heels without her feet exploding." she smiled and said, "Thanks... are your feet okay?" but she didn't wait for an answer, just let herself flop onto her back and close her eyes as Digger working on her tootsies.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 12:19 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well, I happen to like twinkies and sugar, so I'd say that's a yummy combination." While they talked he wiggled out of his socks too, using the side of the bed as his hands. "Do your feet still hurt?" He sat up long enough to take a look. "Want me to rub them?" Girls always loved for their feet to be rubbed. He took one foot into his lap and started to massage them softly with his big hands. Weight loss or not, his hands had remained the same.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 3:16 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled back, "Aww you're just saying that cause I look like a twinkie with sugar crystals." and she wrinkled her nose cutely and stuck out her tongue at him playfully.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 12:14 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't think I can make it to the kitchen." And he couldn't. Now that they were there, on the bed, he didn't want to be anywhere else. "I'm comfortable right here." He ran his finger up her arm and then back down again. "You looked beautiful as always. I think I've found my new favorite color on you." He gave her a soft smile.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 2:51 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You looked good on the dance floor." she said with a smile, neither of them were formally trained but they had a good time she thought. "Leftovers are in the fridge..." she said but then when she felt the touch on her arm, she turned to look at him over her shoulder.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 11:45 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Digger wasn't a flashy guy, so suits and things were only when he needed to. Zoe wanted to play dress up, so he put on a suit and went out to a nice dinner. After it all they danced until both their feet were sore. He flopped on the bed beside her, wiggling out of his shoes with the side of the bed. "Ah man....I think I burned off my dinner. Now I'm hungry again..." he turned to look at Zoe sparking like the morning sun. He situated one arm behind his head, the other hand reaching for her arm to slide a finger down.
On Sun, Aug 30, 2015 at 2:37 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe wore a sleeveless sparkly yellow dress and her short bob swung into her face as she sat down on Digger's bed and leaned down to rub her feet. Heels were a killer but she'd wanted to dress up for their dinner out. It was her suggestion they try a sit down restaurant just for fun instead of doing pizza or a diner. They weren't fancy people but sometimes it was nice to mix it up and keep things fresh.