4. Have you ever been so shy, so insecure and unsure of yourself, that you'd happily make up the biggest lie in the world just to keep people from talking to you? I did. I pretended to stutter for four years. It wasn’t easy, to live a lie for so long. I regret it now, but at the time, it seemed like the thing to do, you know? That isn't what I am anymore. Well...it is, but it's not what I want to be. So I'm working on it. I'm opening up more, performing more in Glee. I joined the football team. I got a part in RENT...a bit part, but that counts, right? So yeah, working on it. Now, if I can work up enough courage to tell Artie how I feel about him before he goes off to college or before he gets stolen away, then I'll be golden. Until then, I guess I'll watch from afar and wish...and sometimes get distracted by Eva. Hey, there's nothing wrong with a girl looking, right?