Eve (oneaday) wrote in mythopoeics, @ 2012-02-13 19:28:00 |
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Current mood: | grateful |
*four*
There's something about spending my time chasing my nephews and their pets that makes me happy, but I have yet to put my finger on what it is. I'm not sure if it's because their laughter makes me feel like laughing, or because I just enjoy spending time with them, but I know that I'll be quite sad if the day ever comes when they don't want to spend time with their 'favorite' auntie.
I'm so thankful that my brother and his lovely wife never seem to mind my tagging along on their journeys.
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I don't know why, but lately I've been feeling very alone. I know I have my family along with Hathor and my little nephews Luca, Mishka, and Sasha, but I feel like something is missing. I find myself watching Patroclus and Hathor and envying what they have with each other, and try as I might to deny it I want that kind of connection with someone. I'm just not sure I'll ever be able to find it, as it takes a lot to make me want to give anyone a second look. It's a bit embarrassing as well, since I don't really know who to talk to about these things.
Oh well.