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Oh yay! I'm not alone! You've made me very happy, be proud!
I was having the hardest of weeks today! I didn't have anyone to talk to, not even my ex who usually makes time for me and I just felt too blah because it was also a reincarnation problem, you know? I feel so alone and isolated and just unappreciated as well because these times are like the old times and I miss the old times quite a bit.
Do you remember those days? The worship, the respect, the marriage proposals because you were hot? I wish I had never been so foolish to swallow that stupid things of Houyi's but I did. I was so stupid. I don't even know why I did it. I just did. I know I'm not the most clever of women, I know but one would think the Jade Emperor would have also cut me a break! I didn't mean to break his vase. Blah. So some things about the old days I don't miss. Though I hope he's around. Do you hope so as well? He did do the right thing when that dirty pervert came after me. I miss him.