Gwynevere ♕ Geula Sinclair (vivatregina) wrote in mythopoeics, @ 2012-05-30 11:23:00 |
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Entry tags: | !event #020, !mini-log, gwynevere |
eighteen.
All she wants is to lose herself to the looming fit of despair, but she knows she must stand strong. Mordred only asks that she be there, and she is, as constant as any wife could be. Yet even then there is a higher cause. This child, the little creature that steals life and love from her, must live. Real or imagined, it must be carried to fruition. One time, at least, she wants to be a mother. A strong mother, a mother worth looking up to. Even for a child that will never grow old with her, that will not share its milestones with her, that will never utter the words I love you.
Unless this world is final.
Yet even with the life growing within her, even with the happy marriage her union with Mordred is turning out to be -- this is a world Gwynevere knows she cannot live in.
Mordred is not the only one between them to have lost brothers. Heimdall is dead, and it is all Gwynevere can do to keep from losing herself to grief.