Hyacinth : Bastian Ward (hyacinthed) wrote in mythopoeics, @ 2012-05-26 23:20:00 |
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Entry tags: | !event #020, hyacinth |
[It was by some sheer strength of will that he hadn't cried in the arena...or maybe it was just that the shock had kept him from it. The truth was most of his emotions were anger. He'd only just gotten Apollo back after searching for years for him. There'd been so much he wanted to say, so much he wanted to do but none of it mattered now. Some woman, some goddess had taken him away by forcing these games on them.
He was angry with her more than he was with the woman who'd actually killed Apollo because had she not taken something that was his - no, that was wrong. Apollo was never his. He was Apollo's. But she still took from him. She still caused this ache in his chest and there was nothing he could do for it. He could not graciously turn Apollo into a flower to keep him from Hades and he could not even take the body for a proper burial. No. He was just as useless as the rest of them in this part.
It wasn't until he'd returned home and been left to himself that he felt the pain entirely. Had he been home, he'd have turned to his parents, but here he had no one he trusted, no one he wished to bother. Hebe didn't need this. She had other matters she needed to deal with. This was something he'd have to deal with alone. He just wished it wouldn't hurt so much.]
[Filter: Private]Fuck Coldplay I'm never listening to that damn song again Fuck this