I do. And I have. I don't need to see the doctor for this little injury.
Hush. You must find your own path in all your troubles and joys. Gawain will give you that space. It's not a true marriage. View him a companion, a protector in name and by law. But no more.
Darling, you know I hate to remind you of terrible things but do you remember when you died, in this life? I felt my heart shatter but you returned to me. And though it was wrong and painful that it even happened, you came back. I can't confess to know your pain from it but I will tell you find the good in everything.
You will not be able to manage otherwise. You are wise and strong. You fell to your death long ago without fear. Be my brave girl now.