You're not going crazy. I think when can think if you are going crazy you probably aren't. And if you were, it would be a BIG leap for you to join a place where everyone else are suffering the same way. So there, more proof.
It changes only what you want it to. At heart you are the man you were raised to be and the being you once were.
You are from New Jersey. You were born there, you have family that you are bond to by blood and memories. But you have a soul that is old, babe. Your soul, that truly belongs to you, you know? And Egypt. Our Egypt, what they call ancient now.
In fairness, I have been pushy. :( And I'm sorry. But when you know who you are, you'll be relieved. Seriously.