I haven't been here for very long but I do like this place. The island is beautiful and my bar has appeared here, as well. The best thing, to me, is that Alex and Michael are both here as well. You would think that I would have a hard time with this, but I don't. I love them both so much -- I'm in love with them both -- but I would never do anything that would cause them any kind of grief or problem. I would do anything that I could to make sure that they are happy.
That's my thing.
I want the two most important people in my life to have every happiness in their lives. So, I will never do anything to cause them any distress or concern or confusion. I'm happy to be their best friend.
Maybe one day I will find someone who loves me, but that person will have a lot to measure up to. I can't help how I feel and I can't help how I see things now. Everything back home showed me that I owe it to myself to find my happiness in any way that I can.
I want someone who loves me like I love my best friends.