I don't think you'll ever see this but I miss you so much. This island is beautiful and I have Christian with me, but it doesn't seem to be as happy of a place without you. It reminds me of the time that we were hiding from the Court and all of the Dhampir that were sent after us. It was stressful, but we were happy making our own decisions, right?
I think about that time often since we were brought back and I became Queen. We never expected that, did we? We never wanted to go back but when we were forced back we found that things were so strange and tense.
I like it here and I like the freedom it offers. I just wish you were here. I love Christian, but he worries about me. I think if you were here with us he wouldn't worry about me quite as much. We could all have such fun here -- and especially if Dimitri were to come, too. Our little family of four would be here and we could explore this place and enjoy our time away from court and all of the responsibility and tension that waits there for you.