Where are you? And I'm so sorry, I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight. Who: Elena Where: Her room When: Late Evening What: Thinking
Elena sat at her window, looking up at the moon. It was almost full. She felt her wolf close to the surface, eagerly anticipating being set free and running once more. Elena too was eager to shed her human skin and become what she knew best.
So much had happened since she had come to this place. Her fragile mind had trouble comprehending it all, but many things were clear to her. She knew she very much disliked the more painful human emotions she had felt. At first it was simple. She had her alpha, he fed her and mated with her. But then things grew complicated and she was placed under the care of Sophia.
Again, something so simple. A younger wolf being placed in the care of an older, dominant wolf. But she had human friends and Elena had to learn their ways. She wasn't ungreatful for that, but it made things difficult for her. She hated being scolded for doing something wrong when she had never learned to do it right in the first place.
Elena rubbed the deep, silver scars in her wrists. It wasn't her fault she didn't know better. She was turned so young as a child to parents who didn't understand and treated her like an animal. It was all she knew.
But now she worked so hard to be human...for Seth. From the moment his scent reached her nose she never wanted to be parted from him. She wanted to be mated with him completely. Have pups with him. But no matter what she did he refused her. She had never felt such a huuge pain before. Now it was much worse. He barely spoke to her, didn't live in the same den anymore. She had pretty much locked herself in her room, mourning. Elena had the blankets and pillows he had used with his scent on them....but the scent was fading.
Staring at the moon, Elena did the human thing she hated the most.