I would have done whatever it took to see to it that the person responsible was brought to justice. No one listens. You've never known it, I'm sure, what happens, the way the police ignore you and come to dead ends, the way they can be bribed. Even the masks aren't enough. If you don't take justice into your own hands, no one will help you, and nothing is solved.
SHE WAS NOT LOYAL.
I did not ask her to love me. I knew by then that was an impossibility. All I asked was to be allowed to keep her safe. It was not asking much. I could have taken care of her, made sure she could eat without needing to do all the things she does to put food on her table. I would have made things better for her, and I would even have let her go running for you. It was weak. It was pathetic. And even that wasn't enough for her.
I cannot. I wish that I could.
You are a boy. You don't know the meaning of suffering.