No. She died when I was born, and she was an orphan, too, and no one had pictures, just her books, and I didn't know what to do. I thought- you know, like your whole life you think something, really believe it, and then it's all gone in one second and you don't know if you can breathe and you want the floor to swallow you up? It was like that, but I cried like a girl, and that made it worse. [Sigh] Stage left. You can't come back here. They'll make you go.