I should ask to leave or sneak out while she's gone. Don't know if it's a matter of being tired, but I could use something to eat that doesn't taste like cardboard. Words should be important, they need planning and structure and purpose--especially if you're giving them to someone else. Poetry is precise.
Lost in your own story? Do stories stay with you after you've left them? I was at the party. Didn't make much sense to me, but I know it was real.
I think I'm strong enough to get back on my feet even if I did. I read lots of So what should I read then?