Everyone has to learn to follow just as everyone has to learn to have control. It's hard. Not being able to know what's happening or when it's happening or why, when they have control and they come and go as they please but sometimes, when they're there, it's absolutely magical and it wouldn't be that way if there was control all the time. I don't know that there is anything strong enough at all, not for me, not in this sea. But there's tea and there are clocks and there are books.