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[07 May 2024|01:00pm] |
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how many times do you press snooze or are you the type to wake right up? |
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i am someone who until recent events, you shard your secrets with. and your location, you forgot to turn it off. and so i watch as you walk into some bar called the black dog and pierce new holes in my heart, you forgot to turn it off. and it hits me. i just don't understand how you don't miss me in the black dog. when someone plays the starting line and you jump up, but she's too young to know this song that was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming. old habits die screaming. i move through the world with the heartbroken, my longings stay unspoken. and i may never open up the way i did for you and all of those best laid plans. you said i needed a brave man, then proceeded to play him until i believed it too. and it kills me. i just don't understand how you don't miss me, in the shower and remember how my rain soaked body was shaking. do you hate me? was it hazing? for a cruel fraternity. i pledged and i still mean it. old habits die screaming. six weeks of breathing clean air, i still miss the smoke. were you making fun of me with some esoteric joke? now i wanna sell my house, and set fire to all my clothes. and hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons. even if i die screaming, and i hope you hear it. and i hope it's shitty, in the black dog when someone plays the starting line and you jump up, but she's too young to know this song that was intertwined in the tragic fabric of our dreaming. 'cause tail between your legs, you're leaving. i still can't believe it. 'cause old habits die screaming.
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