Ana (prettylilangel) wrote in museprompts, @ 2011-03-01 23:11:00 |
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Entry tags: | anabelle cartwright |
Muse/Fandom: Anabelle Cartwright
Prompt: 1 What's your worst character flaw?
Word Count: 268
Open to roleplay Always
I was going to say it depends on who you ask. It’s not exactly easy to work out or admit to your biggest flaw, is it? I’d love to say I’m perfect, of course. That I’m strong and confident, that I don’t take shit from anybody but that’s a lie. I’m not strong, I’m the total opposite. I’m weak, emotionally. I’m clingy and needy. I’m dead so I cling to life, to heart beats and breathing, to blood and sex and normality.
I can’t let go of things, of one thing in particular. That’s the truth. I’d forgive anything of him and the worse thing is he knows it. If I was smart I’d get well shot of him, and I’ve tried to but I always come back. I’m weak, he makes me weak, but I’m in love with him, with listening to him drift off to sleep, with the way he smiles and the way he laughs, with the way he looks at me like I’m something special even if his actions say otherwise.
I have a friend, Ben. He say my boy could be anyone as long as they were alive, as long as they had blood being pumped through their veins, as long as they were beautiful enough. He’s wrong. I wish he wasn’t. If he were right it would easy to walk away, wouldn’t it? I’d be able to find someone nice, someone whose idea of a good time isn’t sleeping with other women, with feeding other vampires just to see my reaction.
I’m not smart, I’m not strong, I’m not even sure I’m happy. My biggest character flaw’s named Lex. But I wouldn’t get rid of him for the world.