#prompt 1 Muse / Fandom: Caroline Forbes / Vampire Diaries Prompt: 1. What's your worst character flaw? Word Count: 262 Open to roleplay: Yes
Worst flaw and I have to pick just one? You're kidding right?
Insecure, neurotic, control freak, was what I once told Stefan. On crack because he was going on about how vampires feel everything to the extreme in between all the bunny killing (which I'm still not cool with by the way). I think it still fits. Maybe it makes me sound twenty kinds of crazy but I kind of am.
I guess if I had to narrow it down I'd go with insecure. I've always felt second best, my whole life. Elena was the one everyone wanted, Bonnie just always seemed so much more together than the rest of us. I was just there. And I tried, believe me I tried. I tried so hard, maybe I tried too hard. I wanted so much to be the center of everything, the girl all the guys wanted, the girl all the girls wanted to be. Yeah it was stupid and immature, but that's all I had back then. But no matter how much I tried, I just never... fit. Always second choice. Never the one.
But that was back when we were just Elena and Bonnie and Caroline. Now we're doppelganger, witch and vampire. I still have my days of course. Even with all this power, even knowing what I can do now, what I'm capable of, I still have those days I don't even want to get out of bed because what's the point? Someone's just gonna do today better than I can.