Johnny opened the water and took a long sip. He was thirsty. Alcohol did that to you. He finished it and then reached for the can of soda and cracked it open. He took a sip and then set it on the coffee table. He looked at Daniel and thought about the questions he'd asked him.
Deciding to answer the one about his feelings for Daniel first, he sighed. "I wasn't trying to kill you though. Kreese wanted me to kill you. That doesn't mean that I wanted to." Johnny reached out and took Daniel's hand. He laced his fingers tightly with the other boy's. "I never wanted to hurt you. Maybe at first, when we first met, but not after that. It was all Kreese. He was my sensei." Johnny said, he had been a lot scared of the man, even if he'd never say so out loud.
"I love you, Daniel. I do. Can you say that you don't have feelings for me?" He asked, stroking the back of Daniel's hand with his thumb. Then he leaned out to kiss him again. He didn't want to talk about the girl he got pregnant. Sid and his mother were both going to freak if he told them. And it wasn't a girl at school, she went to school in Beverly Hills. Johnny didn't want to be with her, he honestly thought he was gay. The sex had been boring. He'd only gotten it up thinking of Daniel.
When he pulled back to breathe, johnny stayed closer to Daniel. "My parents are going to kick me out, both because I'm gay and I got a girl pregnant. Sid will probably beat the fuck out of me first."