... Yes. Yes, that sounds right. I'm well practiced in 'being a dick'.
I... I know that. I know that what I'm doing is wrong. And I... I do need him. Nia... has seen me at my very worst, and yet he still... still loves me. I'm not sure what I have to offer to him, but Nia... Nia has kept me grounded more than once, to say the very least. I... I need him. I can't seem to pull away from him. It's... too difficult.