"Well I know that now." Ritchie said nervously fumbling with his coffee. It was strange to just dive into this sort of a conversation. "I don't want to care about her anymore. It's just easier that way isn't it?" He lied. His voice was strained, anyone could see through his act now, but it was better for him to pretend.
"She wouldn't be jealous anyway. She's probably shagging three guys at once now for all I know." The idea was a good one, a really good one but he had given up hope. He was feeling too worthless to even try.