She nodded, trying to hard to understand. "I don't know how else to live here except to live in the moment," she said. "I don't want to be here without you, knowing that you're here... does that rambling sentence make sense?" she asked, running her hands down his arms and back up again in soothing patterns.
"I would be devistated if I ever lost you... I'm sorry you had to go through it and I can't remember it, yet," she said sincerely, pulling him close to hold him again.