"So don't tell me then! Don't tell me anything." Sebastian said emphatically. "I don't know how long you take to do things, you haven't told be beyond you don't tell people things, you don't let them in. So all I'm asking is, if you don't want to tell me things ever, just tell me what we can't talk about. That's it and I won't push it again." He coughed. "Well I hope I won't." He was trying his hardest to stay calm, which was unusually hard for him.