Su closed her eyes tightly praying that she would pass out or a fire would start or something would stop this from happening.
It could have been worse, he could have been talking about someone real, someone he knew from home or...even her. Well if he was talking about her then at least she'd have her answer. She kept her breaths calm despite mentally freaking out. She slowly grabbed ahold of his journal and brought it back over to her lap. If he was going to do that, then she was going to keep herself occupied as well.