Ellie sighs, more displeased with herself and her desire for things to be what they used to... a few weeks ago. But thankful for the company, she gives the other woman a wry smile. "Very true, I just... I keep wishing or trying to find a way to have things go back to the way they used to be. When they were perfect."
Glancing down at her hands in her lap, she fidgets a little. "I don't know if I'll ever be able to truly accept how things have changed, not really. It did seem like a good change, at the time..."