The thought of being a kid caused such mixed emotions in Lennon. For him, being a kid hadn't been anything great until he'd turned 14 and been placed with the Marxes. "Nothin's the same, but I guess that's how it's supposed to be when you grow up." He used his free hand to make air quotes around the phrase grow up and then lay down flat on his back so he could paint something on the underside of the sill. "Maybe we could make a fire pit somewhere in the woods," he added.