Lydia Martin is done with the supernatural. (fieldsmedal) wrote in motelca,
She shakes her head slightly, staring at him in shock. It's not that she didn't know she was losing him. She just-- hadn't realized how. Or that-- he was the one who had done it.
Her mouth feels dry and Lydia stumbles back a few more steps, closing her eyes as she shakes her head still. She's going to be sick. How is she supposed to choose? To stop him and keep him alive or to let him go and let Scott have Allison again?
"There's no making it right," she breathes, panic rising in her chest as she finally sits back down on the edge of her bed. Not for her. Because if feeling his death now is breaking her like this and he's still standing right in front of her, she's not sure she'll be able to handle losing him when it happens back home.