Lydia Martin is done with the supernatural. (fieldsmedal) wrote in motelca,
Lydia made her way straight back to her room after her non-conversation with Allison. And she's been wishing she had control over the way she's reacting but truth is, she just feels so broken about it.
If the situation was normal, she'd have hunted Stiles down right then, demanded answers out of him. Because it's bad enough how much he's hurting her and Scott. He doesn't get to hurt Allison too.
But she was in tears by the time she reached her room and the thought of having to see Stiles again is more than she can handle right now. She's just getting herself to calm down when she feels him. And she knows it's him instantly. It makes her stomach turn because it feels so different.
There's the chill down her spine, the knot in her stomach, the iciness all around her that she felt in the elevator. But there's a pull that's stronger than it was then. A pull that she felt when he touched her and it hurts and she wants to shut it down more than anything. Because she doesn't want to be feeling anything pulling her toward him when she knows for a fact she's never going to have him.
She doesn't even know when she stood up and made her way toward the door, but her eyes are tearing up again. She has no idea why he's there and she doesn't want to open it. She wants to yell for him to go way and never come back since that's what he's doing anyway.
But she can't. Because of Allison. Because she needs to know, at the very least, what he did to her. Regardless of the fact that her hand is actually shaking when she reaches for the doorknob. Regardless of the tears in her eyes as she opens the door or the fact that her jaw feels like it's clenched so tightly, she's not sure she'll actually be able to talk.
"What did you do?" She manages to get out through clenched teeth when she sees him. Before she can even really take in his appearance.