Lydia Martin is done with the supernatural. (fieldsmedal) wrote in motelca,
Lydia curls up against him as soon as he pulls her down. It's instinct. Because Scott is safe and he will get it better than anyone else, even if she wishes he didn't have too.
Her body is still shaking with sobs as she cries, even if they're more spaced now and she's managing to take deeper breaths. For a second though, she just shakes her head a little, her fingers wrapping around his shirt tightly because her heart hurts. It's an actual physical pain that makes her feel like someone is reaching inside her chest and squeezing it tight. Like it will just stop beating any second now.
"It's not him. Our--" she sobs harder, gasping as she shakes her head again. She can't even bring herself to say his name. "He's never coming back, Scott-- I can never tell him"