Lydia Martin is done with the supernatural. (fieldsmedal) wrote in motelca,
I do hate you.
[The words just fly out of her mouth and she wishes they didn't feel like such a lie. The way they make her heart clench and her throat close up, she knows that she can repeat that a thousand times -- and she has -- and the words still won't be true. She can't change how she really feels about him. How much she's missed him all this time. How much she misses him right now.
But he doesn't get to hear about any of that. He doesn't deserve to know how much she just wanted him to come back and fix things. How much she wished he could be in her life again.]
But it's not me I'm worried about. Have you seen Scott?