"See I worry that I don't know enough, that I won't fit in, that, well, everyone else will be so much better than I could ever be, and, I just," she looked down, then shrugged, "then I stop doing it and run away."
She shook her head, "My mother wouldn't believe it was me, sitting here saying that, but, I can't do that anyway, I paid for this course and dammit, I will finish it with a passing grade or higher. I can't afford not to!"