Ylva stroked Isabella's hair, reflecting that the problem had probably been with the baby - something not developing properly and Mother Nature, that hard bitch, deciding to go back to the drawing board - but she kept that thought to herself.
"Fate," she said. "Or Mother Nature, that hard bitch. Not you, hun. But yeah it's okay to feel guilty. Any parent would. It's okay to cry, and don't let anyone tell you different. But you have to look after yourself."