She looked between them, unsure. Niles had saved her and they were - well whatever they were. And she cared about him. A lot.
But on the other hand there was Connor - who she'd known forever, who had seen her at her worst and who she probably wouldn't worry about seeing her sobbing later.
Oh she shouldn't have to make this decision when she felt like this.
"Connor," she said softly, needing what was most familiar and comfortable just then.