She shrugged. "I know the risks. I know the percentages. God, I know the numbers. And most of the time, in most everything in my life, I am the most cautious, responsible person ever. But sometimes, once in awhile...I don't know. I just..."
It wasn't that she didn't care about the risks. It was more like sometimes, she just knew in her gut that it would be okay. Or maybe she hoped she wouldn't be. She didn't really know. Only that it had change over the past year or so.