What does one do when they are very upset, but running away is not an option? I have work and finals, after all. Leaving would be irrational.
I am open to any suggestion - within reason, of course.
[Filtered to Liron]
Now that this spell of sorts has passed, what are your feelings thoughts? I admit I've always prided myself on honesty, but I'm short on what to say this time.
I can only say that I wish to maintain contact with you if it's but if should you feel similarly. My feelings, though unfairly amplified, were genuine - you are amazing to talk to and I had more fun with you in those days than I can remember. I'm confused by everything, but I can say that I like you. In what way that is, I can't determine.
I'm not expecting anything. It would be unfair of me to do so. But would you like to - be friends? Maybe? Whatever you want, I'll [...] respect it.
[Filtered to Morpheus]
You were in my dream last night. I don't know if you were there intentionally or if I was subconsciously yearning for something familiar, but - it reminded me of Before. The way you looked, the way it [...] felt. It was - I can't even say. It made me miss us.
If it was really you - thank you. As if I hadn't been confused enough. And you were so And if it wasn't, then - now I sound a bit creepy, hm?
[Private]
The first time in your life you open yourself up to the possibility that you might be legitimately attracted to some and it's a ruse. Dad taught me to always be true to my feelings, and I thought...hm.
Asking for dating and flirting advice, what was I thinking. Such an idiot. He's a good person. Too good for someone who's too scared to love.
Ah, well. The Star Wars marathon with Nicholas tomorrow should be a good distraction. He seems pleasant enough, though I feel oddly prickly around him. But I do wonder... I've been trying to avoid her, but I don't know - I'm not one of her daughters; I was only a handmaiden. Would she care now? Hera would probably have better things to do than give counsel to someone who's been afraid of approaching her.
Right?