[Video - Filtered from Admin/Staff/Professors/Bigwigs]
[The video comes on to show Bethany in a black tank top, her dark brown hair hanging messy around her dark purplish black face. She's not sitting still. Her body is swaying and her fingers are listlessly playing with a large ball of toilet paper twisting the free end into a thin rope. Her eyes are focused on something off camera when she suddenly smiles.]
They're gone. No. Just quiet. They're quiet. [She goes on to babble about a frog and a guy from work. Then she turns her attention to the camera.] Don't worry. I blocked it from them. No one will know that I haven't sleeped, no, slept and I-
[The wad of toilet paper falls from her hands and bounces off to her right side. She reaches for it, and places her head down on her outstretched arm.] I'll just stay down here. It's easy. I wanted to say things. I thought- [There is a ten second pause.] I don't know what I thought anymore. I lied. [There is about a fifteen second pause this time.] They're not quiet. Maybe I am crazy. I'm not Hel but crazy. Sometimes I wish I-
[Bethany lifts her head up and turns it to the left] No. I don't- Just wh- I- [Her head whips back, her eyes wide open. When she starts rapidly blinking her eyes, her hands come up rub them.] Max, I think, I think, I think, I think I'm not Hel. Can I still kiss you if I'm not Hel? Would they still talk to me if I wasn't Hel?
[Dropping her hands down onto the desk with a dull thud, Bethany looks at the camera one last time and stops the video. Somewhere inside she realizes this is a bad idea and goes to erase it, but she hits the post button instead.]