I have no idea what's going on, but whatever it is - I don't like it one bit. I am eternally grateful that my sister and boys are being spared, however. Not only do they not have to experience this darkness and all the terrifying things within it, but that means I won't have to fail as a mother try to be strong for anyone and can hide beneath my bed without guilt. Thank goodness those things aren't very smart, because I haven't been harassed by them since my retreat.
[Filter: Wes] Please tell me this wasn't India's weekend. Are you alright?