I'm wondering exactly how happy I should be that my hair has stopped falling out when I take a shower. I've never had anyone actually pull it out before, and it turns out that it actually takes a few days and a lot of brushing to get it all cleared up.
Though, I suppose I just ought to be happy that I only injured a few fingers, plus some pretty awful gashes. Nothing's bad enough to need a cast, but it's really aggravating anyway.
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I know a lot of people ended up hurt because of the riots, but what the fuck? What the fuck did I, or any of us, do to anyone? I didn't even tell them anything- they assumed I was an incarnate, and-
I think I might be done for a while. Just- I'm really trying to be happy, somehow. But I can't fake it when I can't even fix tea for myself. It's not even that hard I just don't have the fucking- mobility anymore.
I'm sorry. I swore a lot. I think I'm going to lay down for a little while longer. I just don't understand. I'm sorry if anyone got hurt, though. It really does suck.
[IRIS] I really can't thank you enough. There really aren't words for how amazing you are.
[AMDUSIAS] Want to come over sometime? I don't look so great right now, but- it'd be nice to have you around.
[EROS] I like seeing you. We should see each other more often. Well, I look pretty awful right now, but, sometime soon?
[ZEUS] I realize this is a long shot, but I miss you. I miss having you hold me. I miss how gentle you could be. I just feel so broken, and tired. I know if you were around, you probably wouldn't have time to make me a priority or anything, and I'd never expect you to rescue me from everything, but I think it'd be nice just to have you hold me for a little while. Maybe that's childish. And your wife still hates me. I'm pretty scared of her, too, actually.
Oh well. Suppose I tried. ♥
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