Jamie*
Okay, so you're a different man. To be honest, I read more about your history and the others after I saw Tony's blow up post a couple of days ago. That being said, I'm willing to bet that you aren't the same man that you were a year ago. Or even six months ago.
Ask yourself this: Are you a better man now that you're out from under their control? Do you have remorse for the things those monsters made you do?
If the answer is yes to either one of those, then the man you currently are isn't the man they created.
I'm not trying to tell you how to feel, but if I was you, I'd want to celebrate and appreciate the new me that I've become.
*((This is actually the filter she used to begin with, my brain was just sleepy.))